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2007-04-06T02:55:00.000+08:00

Its official.

I've Moved.

Bye bye blogspot.

thank you for chewing up my post so ever often.

thank you for not letting me view my own post!

You will not be forgotten...

because...

IM BRINGING YOU ALONG TO WORDPRESS!!!!

http://www.valXval.wordpress.com

simpler than valaliciouslyval yeah!?

id utilize the user friendly categorization tabs,

Individual pages,

Put up stuff for sale,

protect certain posts where i can bitch all i want n let selected ppl view it...

No Tags.

So long Blogger...

2007-04-04T03:46:00.000+08:00

Yes i know i havent been blogging...
and my bday pics are long overdue...
my bad..

Ive been preoccupied with everything else.... I shallnt use projs and studies and exams as an excuse... cuz real arcade games and channel 55 are doing more harm than ever...

Dad's back frm china!! YAY!! really miss him.. and good riddance of the car!!! *looks at burnt pockets*

Id be blog shifting... a private space maybe?? maaaayyybe laahs...

Here's my GOAL.... : im gona Start Studying, Saving, Stop Sleeping, Slacking, Shopping AND Snacking!!!!

Happy 22nd to ME!!

2007-03-26T03:13:00.000+08:00

Happy 22nd Bday to ME!!!!

it isnt a very happy one... cuz ive got a test on Tues... totally not prepared for it..

Had a mini celeb with key n prisc... at chong qing hotpot...
n adel came for drinks at clinic too!!
then we had supper at al ameen with driver al =)

Shall leave the pix to the talking on the nxt post.. cuz i think there's ALOT ALOT ALOT of pix.. its the debut of my T100!!! as key puts it.. "it's first major event". hah.. =) Think adel's 1/2 in love with my cam.. =)

Good luck to those having tests n interviews!!!
I hope this wont b a terrible year... cuz i cried the moment the clock struck 12.. cuz its my bday and i haf 2 study... damn... stupid reason 2 cry.. i know... but crying has no reason n IM A GIRL... (so....... win liao lor... anithing also can).

had a great weekend all in all.... with constant company with Al... Key say's he'd only be nice to me for 2 years.... maybe that's why al likes bickering with key....

Sidenote: i wana get more "HAIR" soon.... argh... cant wait for exams to be over..... then again... id haf to work... haha.

Ok... super random.
Promise 2 haf a better post of my bdae soon! for now... its bed time... cuz tmr its studying FuLL force...

Bloody test.

crapshit day

2007-03-19T03:00:00.000+08:00

just got back from supper with steph and charlie at cjade HV..

had my "pi dan shou rou zhou" without "Pi dan".
aka
Century egg + lean meat porridge without century egg.
there's no lean meat porridge on the menu...

"Dont try too hard to be nice... Ok?"
-----> do i ???

Wait. am i even a nice person to start with!?
Relatively id say... only to selected few.

Im sorry if i gave anyone the impression i was trying to be nice...
when i treat u nice, i really mean it. Without pretense.

when i dislike someone. Its full fledge. its WARRR! haha...

with an exception of those assholic customers... i feel that im a relatively happy and ReaL person...

But im very tired. very weary... im kinda in a state of dillusion where i REFUSE to do work... i just wanna sleep. going to work every evening seems like some form of a release...

val's a smart girl. she can do it

I seek solace... and mental comfort...

Hell Starts NoW!

2007-03-17T13:50:00.000+08:00

I think Hell week officially starts NOW.
With deadlines all packed so close to each other... i can hardly take a breather.
I cant even make use of those birthday month Perks where i can go shopping!!! =(

Ditzy val says:
My Nails are screaming for nice manicure, My hair needs a trim and a dye, my need 2 do something bout the brow that's bushier by the day, pimples are blooming n needs some popping...

Supper Night:
As i was heading home, Steph's OT was shortened so we decided 2 head for supper... Ashley came along despite not drawing her brows.. hehee.. but she wore her missy Elliot Respect white addidas cap instead. Then we msged charlie, who's work ends at 12, and YES she's coming along too!! lastly, drina came after she got off work at 12.30.. FwoaHh... Prata at alameen was filling... there were lots of funny chatter... and yeah.. it was HELL noisy!!! When the 5 of us were in the car on the way back, i can hardly hear myself! it was THAT bad....

Tho i was graded AAAA class bimbo... i wish to reiterate that this this bimbo facade, or in mandarin "38-ness"... is ONLY a the MERELY a trademark... *ahem* there's so much more to me! dont you think!? hahaha.. although i always do dumb things such as sticking my locker key into the wrong locker... but im not the only one. so many ppl *esp charlie* would be shaking her head in profusely

I went for supper at the expense of AL.. and for that im really sorry... after i agreed to go for supper with steph, and called al to inform him..... he was already on the way to my place to "SUPRISE" me... =( im so sorrry dear............... sighh.. make it up 2 u.. Lets go 4 a movie today!! STOMP THE YARD!!

BiG thanks to keY:
You're a champion seller.. and THANKYOU for saving me.... thank you for preventing my mum frm evicting me from the house as im taking up too much shoe space... ThanK you for the nice lobangs.... and NEXT UP!!! selling off my WARDROBE!!!

On the downside...:
Looking at charlie convert to Fulltime.... n all the nice ppl at work... im really growing to like that place.. despite some weird smell, or weird behaviour by those minority few... If i ever leave... its the people id miss... Can i not leave??? May i always be a part timer???

T100 + Work + Ol days

2007-03-13T03:52:00.000+08:00

I Think i look so much healthier back then!
when i was tanned, and fit, n thin, and i dont need much make up!! what happened to me!?!?!?!

Signs of aging..

On the brighter side, i can still wear that same jeans, AND ive altered it =) EVIDENCE of over wearing..... AND not putting on much weight. hah

There's Desmond, Jeremy, Keong, Kev, and Sam... hahahaa.. ahhh all these sec sch boys have grown up! =) and val has grown old.. damn.

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Went to the ITfair on sat with al....

it was time to join the photowhoring club and get my hands on a decent cam!

was contemplating cannon, nikon, even sony.

despite prisc n key telling me NOT to get a sony, the T100 completely won me ove...

$699!!!! Its val's bday on 26 march.. soo. thank you Dad, Thank you Mum, Thank you AL for sucha wonderful present! hehehe

Guess which color i bought!?

RED?? yeah.. most girls say the red's nice and I AGREE!!

it IS nice....

but this red aint exactly BRIGHT BLOOD RED but the "dull" kinda red.

i got the black instead...

i dont expect al or my bro or dad to use the red cam when they borrow it do they!?

Yep! so i got the black T100... its Fantabulous! WooOo.. breath taking 8.1megapixle to show all ur open pores....
Had supper with KEY at 651...
AND got lost while sending her back......
if al wasnt around... id haf reached home at 5pm...
i even went pass priscy's place! hahaha

Ohh.. mum said that key looked small size in pictures,
and she didnt realize she's as tall as i am...
AND..
she said her voice didnt match her size....
hahahahahahaa.. those who know key. u prolly know wat i mean!
Hehehehheee... key said my voice could match hers...
NO WAYYY!! u beat me hands down. :D
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Service level at work was a piece of crap today...
for obvious reasons, 1/3rd of singaporeans suddenly went pmssy and had to call to complain their heads off....
on the brighter side, work was entertaining with mates round me....
there was geeta on my right, mund yu on my left, azmi, jason, pra, ben behind, derek somewhre at the side, becky, n oshin in front...

Crappiness sets in after 1130.. hah..

Oh.. Someone mentioned tt my boobs werent as big as this guy's... damn.
My response:

"you better admit that you're checking me out in order to know how BIG/SMALL i am"
OR
"you apologize for insulting me"... haha..
Its meant as a joke for obvious reasons.

BIG loves to work!!!
Love it when things are stress free.. Even tho charlie says shes still gona be around... its different... she's no longer part timing like me... =( feel so alone suddenly... like the "lao jiao" at work... but part timing... =(

Cryz bdae

2007-03-10T04:33:00.001+08:00

haiya.. i dont know at 2 say lar... !!!! and im too tired 2 type either.... in short.. just know that i care... and.... yar. take care of urself... id cya later!! =)

i always thought things end with a break up... guess im wrong. Somethings can be WORST than a break up... sigh...

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Here're the pics while goofing around at stJames during cry's bdae.

im still awaitingmore pix frm cryz.. :) i love that happy couple!!!!! hahahaa

Cryz bdae

2007-03-10T04:33:00.000+08:00

haiya.. i dont know at 2 say lar... !!!! and im too tired 2 type either.... in short.. just know that i care... and.... yar. take care of urself... id cya later!! =)

i always thought things end with a break up... guess im wrong. Somethings can be WORST than a break up... sigh...

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Here're the pics while goofing around at stJames during cry's bdae.

im still awaitingmore pix frm cryz.. :) i love that happy couple!!!!! hahahaa

in a nutshell

2007-03-10T01:18:00.000+08:00

I dont like the feeling of not being able to blog wat i feel like blogging.

I hate the feeling of wanting to blog something but no "mood" to blog bout things.

I hate procrastinating. esp when i said YES YES YES i WILL blog tonight" and i dont.

most of all. I HATE BLOGGER CRASHING ON ME!!!.. n eating up my post.

So! here's my 2nd attempt.

Mas and i got bored, and we found this pic of leonard.... we decided to MMS him our "memorial". Mas even chanted buddist prayers for him! (mas's malay by the way.. if u havent already figured)

and many more have left... Waising and Lityi... after getting PR.. they left for their prefered I work industry, my Big son n Small son are holding back their resignation letters, Hanyi's in Corporate cust contact center. KennTan went to another telco, meryl n mya just graduated and Charlie's converting Full time. many more resignations to go i reckon. I just realized, Custer D's original part timers.. NONE left... cept me?? hah.

Id miss going home with charlie... Thankfully she's working permanent Midshift, so id still see her around very often!! she never fails to make me laugh, always crapping, and teasing my bimbo moves, making me embarassed by telling my embarassing moments to everyone... hahahaa..

Im constantly bored at work... heh.. WHO's THIS!?!?? no prizes for guessing correctly.. i masked ur "eye"s off... so dont complain.. hehee... i sure this person would tho.. remember the time when i went wakeboarding with prisc, she had some unglam shots where i masked off her EYES.. but she is obviously not happy with my artwork. hehhee

Starting 2 like cluster B more n more... felt kinda foreign when i just got there.. but as time passes.. i like the ppl there MORE.. they're nice.. Drina, steph, mas, ash, mundyu, andrew, becky, cheryl, boss alz, newer part timers... guess im getting used 2 having them around.. n liking their presense too... and the bitching, whining, emailing, online chatting, ahh not to mention CHARLIE .... =) how can i forget.. if u're seeing this charlie... stop stalking me.... :P

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I went uni hopping that day.. from classes in SIM, to NUS with key, and finally NTU with al.. heh.. There was this vanity fair there. and i totally busted $$$ big time... but it was a steal! Clinique duo eye shadow at $18, eyecream at $18, Lippies at $8! Biggest (and most ex) buy was Al's clinique for men pack.. with 4 items inside costing $$XX Secret. heh.. He's worth it laaa.. :D

There we are photo whoring in the lib, toilet, stairs.. u name it.. Lovely Puckers!? no!? How does specky val look!?

One for me, One for Key, One for prisc.. (unopened) how can we ever leave u out in such juicy deals!?

This is "NICOLE RICHIE" with val. why!? cuz the guy in the middle looks like richie ren, and the girl on the right is a faux nicole. haha.

Gonna head to the ITfair with Al tomorrow. HOPEFULLY id get a new cam... one that i can truly call MY OWN! =) im gona start photowhoring too!! suddenly... i wish i could head for supper/mambo/ktv/mahjong/movies/even working OTs!!! anything but projects n studies...

im looking 4ward too is a nice time at krabi. Having a nice time basking in the sun with nice company..

i cant wait to get bk 2 work on sunday.. =) beats having 2 do projects. so weary already..

a picture says a thousand words

2007-03-07T00:33:00.000+08:00

A picture says a thousand words..

a single picture may have various effects.

of the many pictures i browsed... this gave the most
"FEEL".. hah.

it felt sad...

Taken by a photog... in my opinion a good and dedicated one, with many good works to showcase....

cheerios to all..

Congrats SOMEONE!

2007-03-05T01:17:00.000+08:00

to a special "someone"...
congratulations for that special "something"...
good luck to the next "something"...
Glad you got your special "thing" u've been looking so hard for...
PLEASE!!!
do something to the not special "someone"...
or your special "something" would soon be smashed by that not "not special someone"...
dont say i didnt warn u... because your mum and i would soon be writing out your final "script"... hehehhehe
Love..., Val =)
Hehe.. i noe i said i wont blog... u do the honors when the time's right... =)

no blogging in thenxt few days/weeks.... bzbzbzbzbzbzbz with projs. and they suck.

My day

2007-02-25T02:59:00.000+08:00

Kinda lazy now.. My day in a nutshell...

Date: 24 Feb
PMS stage: Moody
Financial health: Slightly rich due to pay day and CNY
Heart stopping moment: Steping into Al's house for the 1st time
Biggest splurge: Eu Yan Seng BIRDspit. (i dont like birds nest)
Biggest Gift Recepient: Al's mum (the birds nest)
BEST Meal of the day: Home cooked hongkong "you mian" (with chicken broth, CPwanton n meatball)
Biggest event: Chingay (which restricted me to one side of orchard)
Biggest Phobia: to look like that Resputia in Norbit
Happiest buy: new "wallet". bronze reptile skin lookalike/mini clutch/blinks in the center. Atas looking. (i like!!!)
Unhappiest moment: getting my pazzion pumps in the rain (ditzy i know)
Ditziest moment: Discussing cry'z bday plans for the longest time with no conclusion n more suggestions.
Blissful moment: Sleeping in, Being in al's arms, al driving for a day
Biggest fear: Failing a module (and lengthening my education for 6mths!)
Biggest worry: Not having a job in future
Biggest contemplation: How much $$ shld i give my parents when i start work?
Biggest technological use: Using VIDEO CALL to help prisc decide which present to buy
Shiokest feeling: having Someon carry my handbag/shoppingbag (without worrying where scatterbrain val left her things... and eating Uzumaki icecream)
Looking 4ward to: Seein Prisc, BBQ, cryz bday, lunch with al tomorrow (eating the super spicy tomyum ban mian) Bday celebration (dad/mum/mine)
Biggest BooBoo: There's work tomorrow
Newest Appliance: SCV DIGITAL SET TOPBOX! (i know im slow)
Biggest Relief: Eyes aint rejecting contact lenses anymore! =)
Craving for: Fish n Co, the fish platter, their soup, and mussles!!!

Friendster Updates

2007-02-23T15:29:00.000+08:00

Dear Friendster Users. Should you decide to BLOG on friendster, or UPDATE your pictures. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE do not NOTIFY every single one on ur FRIENDSTER list. its really annoying. Why dont i turn the notification OFF?? its because i wanna see who's bday is up next... the Ocassional 1 or 2 notification is OK.. i repeat OKAE. if its once a day from the same person, its getting on my nerves. i DONT KNOW WHAT"S WRONG, but yesterday, i received bloody 17 from that particular "friend"... nt sure if friendster Hangged/jammed/effed up or what, but i DELETED that friend. we're Friends no more.. ugh. Jac shld know who she is... i cant even remember that girls' real name. BaHhh...

can i not go to work??

my Vday 07

2007-02-22T01:40:00.000+08:00

My Vday 07

Dinner at Olio Dome.. it felt great to see others being turned down w/o a reservation, where all i had to do was walk strrraiiiinght in. Nice cushy seat... Nice ambience... no, i prolly wont go there very often. haha

DINNER's served...

I had "LOBSTER" (or so they say) linguine in spicy sauce..... more like cray fish.... and al had his steak with portabellos... (prisc wld love this)... that silly guy just simply ORDER.... and he hates mushrooms.. i ended up eating most of his portabellos...

Prisc n key usually wld take glam shots of the food n all.. i made a mental note to do so... but i only realized after having 1 or 2 bites.. (that explains the messy display of food).. we tried to patch it back as much as we could.

Us for the nite.....

We headed down to our fave esplanade soon after...they were having some cny decor... paper cuttings n all... very nice..

Then it was slacking at starbucks with an oreo cheese cake! al looks like he's meditating over his vanilla frap.

We even managed to catch the last train back! yay! To end the wonderful night, look wat's on singapore's DURIAN!

My Fave pic of the nite...

Happy Valenties Day Darling... I love u!...

2007-02-21T23:59:00.000+08:00

happy CNY to all!! hope ur Ang pow collection has been good. haha.
Ive been eating and eating these days.. it seems like when im around my family or al, i cant seem 2 stop eating... Take earlier on for instance, i just had tom yum ban mian, and soon after we proceed to buy 3 sotong stick, 1 curry puff 1 pepper puff, 2 zhu chang fen, 4 zhui gueh... (if u noe what i mean)..... i so full... feel like puking now that im thiinking bout it.

bought 12 mask for 9 bucks..... damn cheap ( i know ) lets just hope tt i wont get pimples out of it.... the one im puting on now is TOMATO flav... eugh...

ciaoz... discov chan starting..

Marie and Me

2007-02-15T15:29:00.000+08:00

The more i cant see my blog, the MORE i seem to be blogging.... because everytime i blog, id see the PREVIOUS entry not the LATEST. boo...

This post is gona be all about my MARIE!!!

p/s: im never to old for plush toy.. esp cute ones... no matter what prisc says! hehe..

Marie wif mummy val while trying out my LBD (little black dress)..

Marie in an Xmas box! With all the other dresses...

Marie and ME... late at nite after dinner... I think marie's welcoming me home..hahahaa

Al obviously man-handles marie.. he's pretendign 2 look serene n sleepy n all.. but Marie's looking unconcerned... infact she's worried her WHITE fur wld get dirty.. hahaha

Val in the new baby doll/skirt/pregnant woman looking dress al bought her, with MARIE and her best friend ELE

To the eye doc part 2

2007-02-15T11:48:00.000+08:00

Just came back from the doc.
He told me to avoid contacts totally for a week.
Ive gotta go back n see him in a weeks time... (there goes my $$$)

Diagnosis:
Condition in my left eye became worst, and the initial drops he told me to apply didnt work. He said that instead of tearing, the left eye has thick mucus kinda thing. eugh. sounds disgusting. AND because of that, my eyesight's getting worst (esp in d left eye)... gave some mild steroid kinda drop, additional ointment... and we'd see how things go in a week..

which means ive gotta wear specs for CNY

ahhh FUGG...

He did this test to check the moisture of the eye. its called the "Schimmer test" (i peeped). its like 2 longish strip of slim paper, bout 3 cm long by 0.5cm wide. A little folded end.... it looked delicate, like tracing paper... he took it out with much caution... he took the little folded end....

AND SHOVED IT IN MY EYE!!!!
OF COURSE ID TEAR LAR!!!!!

imagine having a foreign object sticking into each eye... how not to tear!? full of moisture.. ugh... its a biased test.. bleah..

i hate being a specky!

a Riddle

2007-02-15T02:17:00.000+08:00

Lotsa Pics for today.. but for some reasons, i wont be posting them so soon, neither would i be talking bout the events for today.. Think its time to SELL STUFF on LJ... i just might get rich even if i sell my clothes at a discount...

Here's a riddle for entertainment sake, (and) to Determine who are the intellegent ones..
Dont ask me if i got the answer, i dont know.. haha
i dont have it either...
If ur answer makes sense, its correct. If it doesnt, its wrong.
i can barely fill in 1 blank, (that shows my iq level.. hahahahha).

At a recent Pets Anonymous reunion, the attendees were discussing which pets they had recently owned. John use to have a dog. The person who used to own a mouse now owns a cat, but the person who used to have a cat does not have a mouse. Kevin has now or used to have a dog, I can't remember which. Becky has never owned a mouse. Only one person now owns the pet they previously had. Rebecca said very little throughout the meeting and nobody mentioned the hamster.

Can you determine who owns which pet and what they used to own?

i change my mind.
i think im quite smart after all.

my ans:
Becky- old pet: hamster. New: Hamster
Kevin- old pet: cat. New: dog
John- old pet: dog. New: mouse
Rebecca- old pet: mouse. New: cat

am i right am i right am i right!??!?!?!
its killing me..

=) nites all.... got a doc appt tmr.. =( i wonder if he'd POKE my eye again... haha

NOT fine again

2007-02-14T16:31:00.000+08:00

oh waiiitt...

this is not a comedy...

IT IS NOT FINE AGAIN!!!

this time... if i put WITHOUT www..... i can see until the purple color post....
if i put WITH the www, i see until the NO LEAVE ON 26 MARCH post...

OMG... i tried using i.e. avant browser, linking frm other ppl's page.. CANOT

JAC HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its fine now... ugh

2007-02-14T16:25:00.000+08:00

Dumb val..

no. wait. im not DUMB...
it isnt my FAULT!!!

i can SEEEEE all the latest posts now.. why!?!?

i went to "view blog" from blogger.. and i could see...
my home page... cant see..

DIFFERENCE!??! the www in front..
and
TADAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh

Feel like an idiot.. ugh...

so wat's the difference anyway!??!?! if i go on to the www (aka world wide web) it wont work????

2007-02-14T16:18:00.000+08:00

i am very angry!!!

why cant i see my own post!?!??!
i onli know that my POST can b seen by EVERYONE ELSE in the world except ME... when i see prisc tagging... boos!!!!

worst still... i cant see prisc's latest post.. nor Key's.... it seems like i m fated 2 b BACKDATED ...

CAN U SEE ME PRISC!??!?!

Happy Vday 07!

2007-02-14T01:16:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY

To all my Lovelys... happy vday to ALLLLL of u..

May everyone SMILE and BE HAPPY and not frown... =)

ohh.. my vday present 2 myself tis year is "MARIE!!!!" her han yu pin yin name's Miao miao.. for obvious reasons... she's a CAT... Yes yes.. inspite of disapproval by prisc, i bought another plush toy.. (i sneaked out of class just to buy it)...

Those who dont know, the kitty in d center is MARIE!!! She's so pretty and cute and "atas"!
Isnt she pweeetie?? Id get more life pix of her tmr when i get hold of al's 10Megapixel cam. haha... NO prisc, im not abandoning ele.. (tho he's nowhere 2 b found now) Marie's ele's best friend... they will sleep on my floor, *i mean bed* in air conditioned comfort =)

I wonder where id b heading tmr... hmm.. Eyes are awfully dry... nites all...

no LEAVE on 26march!

2007-02-13T01:09:00.000+08:00

Just realized that leave is taken up on 26th March.. which means id be working on my bday. How sad. if some bloody customer scolds me tt day.. i may just sit dwn, and WAIL!! its such bad luck 2 b scolded on ur bdae.. GRrrr.. What's worst?? Ive got a test on 27 march. Double BoOO!

Proj deadlines are drawing nearer and nearer and nearer... ugh...

Got some Resume workshop tmr morn... lets hope i get up on time. more importantly, hope it's useful... Didnt pay 5 bucks just to fall asleep in class.. I WILL PAY ATTENTION! haha..

Im one Lazy bumm these days... Brains ain working either.

2007-02-11T15:23:00.001+08:00

Why doesnt my post appear!?!?!? i blogged on sat!? where's the POST!!????

My Sat

2007-02-10T23:22:00.000+08:00

Since im past my budet for the month, it'll be good to stay home from now on.. **counts the days till pay day** I stayed home today, and al came over in the afternoon. we were good students today!!! We did school work, and didnt spent $$! =)

Mum cooked delicious chicken rice, which id die for anytime... and it tasted better today... I wonder if its because mum knows that al's eating.... or because al's beside me, thats why food tasted nicer... 15mins after dinner, i read up some book, and fell fast asleep in the study room for bout 2 hours. hahaha.. what a pig.... when i woke up.. i was hungry again! boOoo...

Prisc is in msia for the night... REUNION DINNER!!! i wonder wat good food she's having... =)

Time for tang yuan.. mum made 15 tang yuan for 3 hungry ppl.. al, me and my bro... NOT ENOUGH LArrrr.. haha... im reduced 2 watching soccer now... cuz this household is now dominated by MALE. Dad-Bro-Al. and its Liverpool vs newcastle.. (is it???) i really dont know.. not like i really care... haha.. but its nice to see a rowdy crowd at home for a change. =)

i love sats....

bzbzbz laaa

2007-02-08T02:00:00.000+08:00

oohhh my ohhh my my my...

so much to do.. so little time. In 4 weeks from now, id have a projs/tests due every single week for 6 consecutive weeks. that's 1.5 MONTHS. Im trying to prolong my life, by trying to start things early, and hopefully get it DONE. All these in an attempt to not Suffocate myself, or to take unnecessary leave from work. ugh.

NTU KOREAN FOOD ROX!!! the bibimbak or something. really nice =) ahhh i must bring prisc there. (altho i dont know how 2 get there on my own)... Spent a nice evening with al, doing work in his hall. damn, wished i studied hard enough to make it to local uni... Al was SUUUUUPER nice **big praise** he actually stocked up on my fave food stuff! i.e. Yeos lemon barley and my KENKEN! (Smelly cuttlefish). He attempted to promote seasons peach tea.. but still fail. haha... thanks dear! i think ken ken's my cure to all moodswings/pms/aches/tiredness and fatique. =)

Whilst he was listening 2 his online lecture, i had to INSIST on listening to 93.3.. haha.. heard tis really nice song! "yi ran shi peng you" by yu heng

In case the link doesnt work, click HERE to just Listen... The song doesnt have any relevance... but still.. it sounds REALLY NICE... obsessive val is listening to it for the 10,000th time. hah..

Here's some pix taken over the weekend... at wine connection with yiwei, cryz and al (of course)

another lousy reason to drink wine... Cuz it's not that ex, and it gets you HAPPY!!! and take crappy shots. hah.

Back 2 lookin at proj.. ugh.. on 2nd thoughts... i tink head 2 bed.. haha.. nites all

Happy 7 months!

2007-02-03T00:06:00.000+08:00

In everything that you do.. put your HEART in. Be it school/work/relationships. everything.

To those who havent really tried, or tried half heartedly, shame on you. Big BOOOBOO!! quitters are losers. losers are weaklings. weaklings never succeed. When you dont succeed. you quit. its a vicious cycle. snap out of it. Dont walk around with the big L word on ur forehead. (prisc, i mean L for loser, not Lword for the les show u're so inlove with)

Prisc is right, "Kids" these days.. tsk tsk tsk... shallnt talk about it anymore. makes me BOIL! watste time waste $$.. Its "i look-you-no-up"in chinese. hah. you can complain, you can whine, you just dont QUIT until you know u've really tried. and when you do things.. put your heart in it. somehow you'd find satisfaction...

Wished tis customer happy belated bday today... his bday was 30th Jan... and he was really really happy!. he asked if we do this very often... (i mean if the person's bday's 6mths ago i cant wish him right!!) im glad i wished him. I didnt have to, but if a simple wishing made someone's day.. why not? if a simple wishing made the customer feel remembered, cherished, or even Noticed. Why not? He may just had a lonely birthday. And at least someone NOTICED. Or maybe not... then again, its my job. you happy = i happy. Yes i am happy. Spread the JOY!!

Those who think this job's a "sweat free" job..think again. Those who think my school time table's damn slack.. THINK AGAIN cuz ive got projects.... YES I MEAN YOU. (dont think dont turn) im not all nua and slack and free and having an easy job. So easy, you do la!!! So dont go tell your friend(s) that SIM's damn slack. so dont think im having a smashin time at work. ugh. it really irks me when ppl think im getting paid to do nothing and answer calls. boo! have you even Been tru wat im doing?? Nevermind. i cant expect anyone to. If u aint me, you wont undersand...

Nevertheless...

HAPPY MONNIVERSARY TO AL AND VAL!!!!!

**pops crackers and dance around**

hehe...

Short 1 for now

2007-02-01T15:02:00.000+08:00

Been BZBZBZ... on top of that, ive had fever, diorrhea, and red eyes which doesnt allow contacts. BOOHOOHOOOOO... Life's been good. Work's been bearable. Al's been great... ahh.. thanks for packing lunch darl..

Ive gota go do School work, before heading to work.. Lucky wenjun.. she's heading 2 switzerland... lyan and ali's goin to thailand... NVM! WE SHALL GO TO KRABI!! hmphh... hope u'd be able 2 join us key.. (and barry of cuz)

On a lighter note, my paul frank panties are here!! YAY!! hahahaha...

They are damn comfy... this is one underwear tts worth showing. hah.

Work's been screwing up quite abit.. with weird error prompts as such: Mysterious and BE WARNED.. hmmm.. tis a SIGNNNNN....

Pedicure with rose petals, lemon grass, lime, lemon, with great foot scrub + a lady with very very strong arm gives me nice toooeiss...

my NUE wedges... Lousy pix.. i know... tts another reason y i ought 2 get my ixus b4 krabi..

doc's right.... Ive already worn contacts for 10 years.. maybe it IS time.. to consider another alternative... its time to consider lasik... $$ wise... i definately have more than enough savings for it... but... parting with that $$$ is a lil hard... Then again.. its my EYES we're talkin about. we'd see how it goes.. :(

Sentosa pix

2007-01-25T00:06:00.000+08:00

Been stayin out of the sun for soooo long.. and sentosa changed so much. hah. some random pics of us near the coastline and at del mar...

The pic on the left looks kinda obscene. tho that's my usual sitting post..... tried to "act gentle" on d 2nd pose. heh

US! yay!

Went dwn to nue to collect my wedges tdy... Totally BeaUtiful.. Its called terracotta... so in love with it. The lady promised 2 look out for more stuff tts suitable for me since she mentioned tt she kinda knows my "style" (and to push her sales of cuz) hah.

Went for dinner at KFC, and MORE snacking at home after dinner... my family eats lotsa rubbish!! "Rubbish" as in inproper meals. Al's being influenced too... we tried making oureslfs feel betta by drinking chinese tea.. bleah.

back to PROJ!!!! Im so so so so tired.. on one hand i wish all these would end.. on the other hand.. i wish the student life never would.

GAMBATTE!!

hang in there val..

New fishies at wrk

2007-01-22T03:35:00.000+08:00

it feels like yesterday when i just started work at Sunshine Co.. prisc wld remember. hah. me mentioning bout my "fishtank" days etc.. Watching those newcomers, listening to their calls helping them with their queries brought a new POV (point of view) to my increasingly monotonous life... In this 2 years where i thought i didnt change and nothing's changed... many things DID change. We're just unaware of it. (i think there were much better than i was when i just started off..) i remember being "shouted" at.. by i forgot who. Should any of them ask me questions if im busy or on call or dont know how 2 answer... id be nice about it.

2 years seem to breeze pass.. Not a long frame of time for many.. but working part time and surviving there while juggling with studies, it takes lots of support from colleagues, understanding from friends, and love from my family...

in less than 6mths id be losing my job as a student. id make it a point to be early for classes... and attend ALL of it of cuz... id try try try try try larrr...

val's feeling not so bright now.. im wondering how i can "survive" this sem. It seems tougher than the past 3... Its the last sem..i cant afford to fail. When time's not on myside... working hard and sleeping less seem to be the only thing that can be done.

Gona trash the tagboard for now.
Should u feel an urge to say something. use the Comment function.... mail me.. msn me.. sms me.. knock on my door.. stalk me in school.. call me at work.. with such a predictable life, i doubt anything can go wrong.. can it!?

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Sidenote: =) i love sentosa with al n prisc!! WHERE R THE PIX BABE! hehee.. =) shared folder k. =)

2007-01-21T01:25:00.000+08:00

think im gona remove my tagboard....
after bout 2.5 days ofputting up the stat counter, there's like 300+ pageloads of which majority are unique users.. and YET... no one tags.. tsk!!... i feel "stalked"... then again, maybe there's nothing much to tag bout... hah. so.. yeah.. gona remove the tagboard i guess.

im BURNT. wOohooO!! after a whooping 7-8 mths w/o tanning, im finally getting my appropriate color back. hah. went to cafe del mar at siloso with prisc n al today.. sun wasnt fantabulous... but the place was good. Key.. we miss photowhoring with u. hah.

prisc then went to meet mummy for her hotel stay... while val and al spent a very very wet day at orchard... Heavy downpour.. ugh... nxt was the LIVERPOOL match. (which ive very well predicted). hah.. =)

oh.. al's vday present, wld b a contribution... to a pair of NUE wedges! WooHooOoo... im in love with it.. too bad i dont have the pic of it.. Its gona cost a whopping $152?? ive reserved it.. but nt sure if i should get it tho... oh.. bimsy pink (as seen in the prev post)... doesnt fit right. my toes pop out! **wails** or else id definately get that!... but then again, its suede.. its gonna b really hard to maintain.. id rather get my wedges.. leather's always easier 2 maintain as compared to suede... dont u think!?

grandma's death aniversary tmr... it seems like yesterday when she's still around... I dont quite "know" her i guess... cuz of the language barrier?? In short, i suppose we should always cherish the living.. and not live to regret. say our parents.. siblings.. friends.. i love them all.

had a great day.. Good nite all.. =)

nue nue

2007-01-19T01:22:00.000+08:00

i just fell in love all over again....

Winter Autum 06 arts collection. its in bimbo pink! hahaahah.. i like... =P

check them out HERE
only 60pairs per collection if im nt wrong.. =(

somebody.. Get me this for vday/bday/xmas?!!? hahahahaha...

nevermind.. their shoes are for rich "tai tais" who prolly wont ever step out in the open.. Id never bear to let my suede shoes catch a cold in the rain...

**muaKKz**... id c u when im rich... id never spent this type of $$. not yet at least. hah. =)

Germany pix, part 1 of 5

2007-01-17T15:46:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!! Pictures from my germany trip!! phEww... So many many manny pictures. but i look fat in 99% of them. ugh.. reflecting upon the trip, i realized how FEW names i remember!! (al's gona kill me) ... ive got a memory of a dory fish at times.. so... yeah... fewer names, many pictures! hah..

Im ashamed to say this, but i got lost at frankfurt airport.. haha.. the SIGNS weren't clear!! **protest** and i was prolly groggy after the long flight or something.. no pix at the airport.. guess i was too busy trying to make myself look "not so shag" and draging those huge luggage.

After taking the ICE (inter city express) all the way to esslingen, it was a culture shock for me.. the train stations are HUGE larrr... and its just a MAIN station in a particular "state" where we've gotta transfer to another smaller station where he stays. weather was ultra cold.. For someone who sleeps in a 23Deg aircon room with a thick comforter... 3Deg feels like the north pole..

When we reached Mettingen station, his place was a 20mins walk away (but according to him, its 10mins only. bleah) ... his place is right beside the Merc institute.. Something like an ITE for merc. hah.. I walked into the room to my amazement, there were Xmas songs being played on his laptop! it must have been on for Ages! and his room is very very nicely decorated. Flower petals on the bed n floor, wall decor, clean floor, neat table top with more decor... nice sheets for me to snuggle in... He even made the most delicious Pasta!!! ahh.. im a happy girl. But the fun's just beginning...

That's the view outside his room... its some river.. *forgot the name* where ocasionally some boat/ship/barge wld go pass.. (OH! nectar river..!!) As u can see in the pic, im a very happy girl.. taking pictures after pictures after pictures! 1st day.. where else would we head but SHOPPING!!!! =)

There were Lotsa big brand names which includes esprit (which was in a super market style) but all XXXL sizes, and i need XS... key prolly needs XXXXS. haha.. There's also escada, boss, puma, lacoste, some other big brand which ive never heard before.. and a big pants hanging out of nowhere.. hah.. On our way back.. we saw this crepe shop. What could be better than Fresh hot banana chocolate crepe on a COLD winter afternoon!?!!

Next up... my 1st ever christmas market...Travelling with al is never boring.. cuz he's so full of crap and lame jokes, triggering peals of laughter! walking to my first ever xmas market was a gradual one.. starting from bits of lighting, nice evening sun (at 3pm), and when i finally reach, it seem to be an entirely different world.. There's even a life Donkey! (and they stink).. was just basking in the atmosphere... Freshly baked bread, axe throwing... wine drinking..

There's tis drink tts v famous there. its called Gluhwein. (glue wine). no idea why its called that tho.. it isnt sticky, dont taste like glue either! hah... its wine basically.. but very very hot wine, that wld definately heat ur body even in the nastiest winter. there were also glass blowers, axe makers, ppl selling LOTR lookalike clothes, ginger bread house... a very medieval sight.

Ohh the bottom left picture is something i CRAVE for even till nw. its bacon roasted on a very long satay stick. The bacon tastes soooo good! prolly cuz of the fats. but STILL! al n i shared one.... should have told him to get 1010110101001111991 of it.

It wasnt a white christmas.. but it's definately a magical one..

It's only 1 out of the 5 different folders of pix ive got.. hah.. will blog bout it real soon.. =)

a cycle to supper

2007-01-17T03:23:00.000+08:00

Tues night was a special night n FUN... i decided to have lead a Healthy lifestyle. what could be better than CYCLYING to 651 for supper and my beloved ice lemon tea.. ooPs. i mean. with my beloved al. hahahahhahahaa.. ok ok.. 2ILT, 2bike, 2 of us =) (p/s: i know my "healthy" lifestyle theory is crap.. so is my dieting plans) hah..

it was really fun to cycle even that short distance... i realize how lousy i am at cyclying now.. out of practice... rem the days where id cycle wif ruskie (my missing dog).. and we'd roam the neighbourhood.. meeting ppl at the bball court.. etc..

Been a good girl n did tutorials today!! YAY!!! but im always like tt in the beginning of the sem. lets hope i keep up with it. ugh..

OFFday tmr at last!! Prisc ask if its too late now, and maybe i should leave.... Nah... since ive made a decision, id stick to it... tho its gona be a tough one... with work getting .... .... ... less impressive. (best word i can find).. even the ever enthu cso Charlie agrees... not to mention the "hua hua chao chao" computer science leonard...

Id just say that it takes lots of empathy n personal skill to be at the management level. And when u're sandwiched between top level management, and operational staff... i guess i ought to empathize with u.. be it whether u have or do not have this personal skill. one day... when im in a less functional and more managerial role... i hope there'd b ppl understanding my actions and words too.. Hence to you my bosses ... u've my obedience. but not my blind respect.

Earn it. (ad, vif, jenn, cheok, carene... they've got it... they always had. they didnt take long to earn it... too bad they're EX bosses now... )

my happy sat!

2007-01-14T02:27:00.000+08:00

`my day started off with CP wan ton again!!!!! haha. for those who still dont know what they are, go try it... eat it wif spring onions, and vinegar + chopped ginger. even better! al and i shared 18 CP wantons! hah. that's brunch for me.. and snack for him..

after deliberating for the having nt shopped there. TODAY! i walked EVERY WHERE!!!!! (as in walk pass lar..) that was tiring i tell u...

Despite a warning from mum ("DO NOT bring anything back!") before we left home, we shopped at tis spanish shop with the stupidest name (pull and bear)... and since there're lots of stuff on sale, i got myself a dress at 1/2 price! a retro looking tube dress! ahhh... i need a beady necklace to go with it.. hmm... Al got 2 tight fit muscle tees (which emphasizes the fact that his boobs are bigger than mine) at an even cheaper price! we each got a cutesie watch too! mine in green n his black!

Nice scenery.. nice weather.. and i decided 2 tk some pix with my canot make it cam... (tts another reason y i shld save up for an ixus)

Lousy poses contribution of AL. i dont like taking pix alone. and i dont realli like taking pix of myself. im my hardest critic! i wanna see that impossible 49 on my digital weighing machine! =( qutie impossible

here's US! (again n again n again...) i never seem 2 find a shot tt i LOOK OK in.. :( n i need 2 do smth bout my eye bags. :(

Im a sucker for DELICIOUS food... when coupled with AL, we're like unstoppable eating machines! hahahaa... we passed by "no signboard seafood"... and the chilli crab seemed to be beckoning us. heh. AND we couldnt resist the temptation!

Heres my Declaration. id be eating FOOD COURT from now till 14 Feb.

i have table manners! and al's the messiest eater ever! he uses his palms. nt fingers! total damage!? 35 each?? hahhaa... walao ehh...

next was more walking arnd... den we went to amk to collect his bicycle... went pass those little india etc etc... terrible traffic.. and i think ive got bad road manners... i tend 2 curse n swear n the car.. hahaha.. gosh..

in short. 2dae's a nice and fulfilling day.. despite heading out late.. and havin some "accidents" here n there.... what accident? i got "shouldered" by al right smack on my front tooth! internal bleeding.. hah. upper lipps are a lil sore n swollen... and the insides are bruised... (trouble with big ppl..) haha..

nites all!!!

another day + maybe i hate my work. just maybe

2007-01-13T02:04:00.000+08:00

Enjoying my CP wanton! ahh... they taste so so so delicious!

Its been a rainy day.. since ytd?? or was it the day before!? i tend to have a memory of a dory fish. hah... darl brought lunch over, and i forced him to watch "bring it on 3"... Ultra bimbo show. WoOoo... nice!!! why!? cuz it doesnt need BRAINS... and its SO predictable. hahaha.. **snigger all u want** i still like dumb shows.

work was............................................ nevermind lets skip the details.. just when i decided to stay... things has to get "stressful"... it seems like nomatter how hard i try, i cant seem to get that pathetic 12 calls per hour...

and it doesnt help by telling me to go toilet when there's no one calling, or cut down my talking time to cust by 1 min / call etc... things dont work this way... When there are 10010 (a metaphoric figure) customers calling in, i have to be stuck with 1 pathetic customer, and deal with his/her complain case, it can easily take up to 1 hour!

should i have just shuushed that person to get more calls? (perhaps..) should i have "any how any how" settle that person just to get MORE calls?.. (maybe!) NO!!! i wont... ahhh.. work ethics... (not that im full of it..) i could. but i wont.

but the pressing standards are forcing me to compromise my "extra mile taken". And when all the singaporeans decided to sleep at 9pm cuz the weather's damn cosy and no one calls in, we end up waiting there for 20mins slapping mosquitos (no there isnt any, cuz they're frozen up since the aircon's so cold), and jesting around... so... tell me. How can i ever ever get that number of calls, while giving Great service, have them rate me well, while not suffer from bladder issues!?

tell me "management people"!! tell me while im still trying to find out... I should join the UNION and PROTEST! **ROARRRR*** hahahhaa

work has just reached another plateau...

for the 10010 **(reads ten thousand and ten)**th time.. i packed my room! (looks at prisc wavering grin of disapproval) hahaha.. its... Neater???

organizing my germs pix! yay!! brings back all the great memories.. =)

a peace of mind...

2007-01-09T02:51:00.000+08:00

There're many unhappy people i know out there, 101 different reasons... Be it a scarred past, an unhappy moment, or a feared future... It all causes stress, tension, and unhappiness.. Scariest thing is... these feeling multiplies... Everyone feels unhappy some point in time, but i guess... the heart needs to feel at ease.. in order for one to be happy..

Everyone needs a peace of mind, where you know things would be taken care off, and everything would be provided. Dont go yearning for more material wants, dont seek that emotional attention. If your heart's a a bottomless pit, no amount of input will fill that bigggg gap.

thats why there's this saying that rich people are never happy, despite how much money they make... they aint contented.. as compared to a poor family having enough $$ for 3 simple meals a day, the poor family is contented having that lil bit of $$, cuz they yearn less. Sometimes less is more??....

Im not the holiest person around, i know... but If you believe in a god, good. because he gives gives you rest. not the SLEEP type of rest, but he takes away your worries and troubles, because nothing's impossible for him. By relying on yourself, on others, or waiting for a miracle, you can continue waiting, things may or may not happen... but as prisc wrote on to me on a photo frame.. ".... Rely on him above"... Relying on him for providence proves to be the best move.

Somehow... i feel "whole"... i feel happy, inspite of the uncertain future, hectic schedule, lack of sleep even? hahaa... i want people around me, and my loved ones to be happy, and worry free. Its only human to worry... trusting that our worries will be solved, probably is the best cure for a weary and worried mind..

Good nite everyone... this seems like a boring preachy post... should you read this... know that joy and happiness can be felt in the heart... if you choose to! feel that something's unsolvable!? think again... cuz nothing's impossible... IF you believe... =)

New members to the room + HELP PRISC!

2007-01-08T01:41:00.000+08:00

As im about to blog this... i saw prisc's msg.. Im sorry this had to happen... id prolly feel much worst if i were you... Lets hope that blogger gets back to you... in the meanwhile.... lets ALL keep our fingers crossed for prisc... she tried deleting her gmail acc. and her blogger's linked to it, so its all gone.. if anyone know a way to get it back or something... do let me/her know... its 2 years of blogging for her.. lotsa joy, tears, laughter, pix, memories basically... memories which a human mind cant contain for long.. its nt the BLOG that disappeared. its the acc. any idea? anyone!?

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Ohh... here's what i got myself yesterday... so that i will drink MORE water... (ive a bad habit of drinking coke /yakult instead) ... its a cute penguin that contain 8 glasses of water! :) i started off by sayin tt water comin out is PEE... penguine PEE...... and dad said.. "yeah... P-enguine P-ee"... call it PP.. haha.. okae!!! so here's PP by the way!

its gona make me drink so so so so sooo much water! haha...

another New member to my alreadyy messed up room? :P

4 tiered DIY cabin dad n mum dragged from ikea! haha... they said ive got too many clothes...!! nope, they didnt stop me frm buying more.. nor did they complain.. instead they bought me a heavy duty rollabout cabinet! yays!! hope it'll contain MORE stuff and id be able 2 pack my room nicely...

gona head 2 bed.. al's gona wake me up reallllly early tmr before his lessons =) ciaoz all..

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hope u get ur blog back prisc.
loves, val

KTV-ing + 40min extra wrk + late 4 wrk

2007-01-06T04:37:00.000+08:00

Wed

Went to KLunch with prisc and key... i think we chat more than we sing, or rather, we chat and oogle and eat more than we sing.. haha

only key n prisc had cams.. guess they're at their to photo-whoring because they've got cams. I SHOULD GET A CAM TOO!! A canon would be nice =) then again, i dont really take pics of myself (not as much as them at least) i prefer taking arty farty pix.. or pix of other ppl... scenery.. etc. if i continue working and ive got $$ den id consider. hah. for now... id just rely on THEIR cams... key's pix take 5 hours to load on yousendit.com... i give up... id d/l frm prisc's HDD some other day...

As promised... HERE's my post about our "idol"s... hahahaa

We're gona start a FAN CLUB for THEM!! hahahaa... or rather, only TWO of them.... they look soooo boyishhh... ahhh cute! comeon! we're not oogling at them.. afew more years, we'd b oogling at di dis!!! gRrr... what better time than now! prisc n key are addicted to taiwan dramas... so they like that top left guy... i prefer the top right...

More pix to oogle...

Prisc n key like tis guy...

I prefer tis guy...

BUT!!! i love al the most-est! hehehee...

THURS
Stuck on call for an extra 40 mins. how pissed can i get... naturally... i was cursing n swearing only when i press the mute button... keeping my cool while talkin to tt person was hard enough.... ahhh but val's nice. hah... trying to be at least.... he's my customer after alll... =) shallnt elaborate bout it.. was nagging to al the whole way back about this guy tsk!!

FRI

late for work... 8mins!!! im NEVER late for work.... why!? cuz i geh kiang.. went to NTU... took cab in.. yet still late.. sigh.... im NEVER late!.. tsk... pissed with myself...

Gonna pat-tor (yet again) tomorrow... Yays!! what should i wear!?!?!?!? oh nooooo i dont know wat 2 wear tmr... no idea wat looks nice....

girls.... sigh.. wat can i say..

1 whole wardrobe full of wearable clothes,

of which 90% are in good condition,

80% are wearable out of home,

70% looks nice,

but they claim 60% are inappropriate,

remaining 50% wrong style

of the appropriate ones 40% wrong sizing

another 30% wrong color

20% dont match acessories

10% dont feel right

leaving us 0% of clothes 2 wear. hahahaa HENCE.. we need to shop.. Get it guys!?

pat tor day!!

2007-01-04T01:03:00.000+08:00

went for physical pat tor-ing.. not eshopping, not online chatting... Yay!!! tho it was a busy day running around... getting errands done... it was a nice day having al's company.. =) too bad.. no pix or whatsoever. hah..

Finally got al his long over due bday cum xmas present... Of cuz he's more than worth it.. but at the same time, its onli natural that i feel the slight pinch. haha.. the 2nd largest bag avail... of cuz at not so STRIKING color.. hahaa... he's always been wanting a crump bag never parted with the $$ tho... Hope u like it darl..

He in turn... got me........ "thirsty al!" im not kiddin.. it IS called thirsty AL. =) its my new resting ground for my "miss dopooooo"...

in all... its a really nice day... walking arnd in town, pepper lunch, bag shopping, etc etc etc... and the best thing is, it'll always always always be like that from now on.. i wont have to walk arnd town or go out alone anymore!

ive also got the new "UNSTOPPABLE" maybelline mascarra... still claming that it's 100% smudge proof, formulated for asian eyes... and so that we wont have PANDA eyes... ahhh. cheap too!! wld let u noe if it REALLy is smudge proof.... one question...... its supposed to stop smudging.... so its stoppable.. then y is it called unstoppable.!? hmm.. okae. nvm...

KTV time wif key n prisc tmr! more pix up soon! ;)

*hearts* --vaL

why i love my work

2007-01-03T03:12:00.000+08:00

ive always been nagging bout how my work sucks, how the customers suck, how the management can at times be as unfeeling at times etc.

When i went back to work after a long break of 2 weeks yesterday.. I realize that i missed that place. I miss my job. To be honest, i kinda love this job too. There's a satisfaction i get out of this job that began growing since i dont know when...

i love speaking in perfect ang moh Engggrrrish.. in singaporean uncle english... in China-Chinese... in Auntie chinese... in Bangalesh English.. in act smart yuppies english.. I love conveying a message, a knowlege, a known fact to an unknown person. helping them save $$, or simply enjoy the benefits which they've been paying for.

Of course... i love the company ive got there, the cluster mates, ordering of food, bitching bout customers.. (who doesnt!?)..

i love knowing id get a Fat (part timer's perspective) pay cheque everymonth, and having enough to spent and give lil treats to loved ones...

i love the fact that customers appreciate my service and get their problems solved. Embeding a thought in the customer's mind that "sunshine co" gives good customer service. Because I, VALERIE CHNG made a difference! wahahahaa.. (tho they always think my name's sally.. n i dun know why)

i love helping them to the end, offering more than what the norms would usually provide, by using my knowledge to go around some hard and fast rules set by the management, letting consumers get wat they deserve, and show that we are compassionate too! so that when they call the other 2 telco, they can boast that "sunshine co can! why u canot!!??" the reason why customers are doing this 2 us now is because someone elsewhere did a special something for them, which we couldnt match up to... Exceeding customer's expectations by giving them a lil "happy new year to you, may u have a great year ahead" just brings everione a smile doesnt it!? and when i tell those roaming customers "have a great holiday!" they say "YOU TOO!" (tho im in the office hahaa..) but i DID have a good holiday in germs!

i love doing things for the customer, an angry n frustrated customer... because he was inadequately served by us previously.. and i, (i admit i "teh" abit) am able to appease him/her... by offering a truce, and some bait to lure them.. making them smile a lil... suffer from lower blood pressure, and stay with our co!

No doubt i will have to resign soon... (i know i have to.. its just a matter of when).... its no longer just about the $$$$. its about an intangible attachment i have to the company and everything else that comes with it. (lousy food included) i wont hack work and chit chat all day. Id work just as usual contributing... cuz im paid.. hahah.... ive seen many come and go... i cant believe its my turn soon. May i work just 3-4days a week, so i can have more time 2 do other stuff??

i love coming in 1st this time round in the whole call center with 0.0% bottom box ratings!!! of the so many so many colleagues.. im 1st... im 1st... im 1st! YAY!!!! maybe im just lucky. Maybe i really really do put in alot of effort when i want to? maybe i really really feel that this job made a change in my life?? i wana make a change too to the company too! one is never too small to make a difference. every happy customer is a change ive made... its a contribution ive dedicated to the comapny.

thank you for making the past 1.5 yrs a dreadfully tiring one... and yet providing me with enough $$$ to be self reliant.

Responsibility

2007-01-03T02:15:00.000+08:00

Im a lil peeved now.. No names mentioned thats for sure.. Writing all these not to "aim/shoot" anyone... but to re re re emphasise to everyone reading this (and myself) not to be a "burden" (that's not the best choice of word i know..)

no no.. not the get girl pregnant, marry her kinda responsibility..

but rather.. responsibility in a simpler sense. how old are most of us? 20-ish?? As of now, i guess taking care of our parents or family aint part of our scope of responsibility yet.

The one person we must be responsible for is OURSELF!!!!! We're OLD enough to be responsible for ourself. our action. our words. as well as repercussions of our actions for that matter. why do i hear ppl big talking about wanting to earn alot of $$ when they aint working for it? why do i hear ppl wanting 2 get a job promotion when they're slacking away? why do hear so many contradictory stuff these days? (more importantly.. why do ppl use their hp and dont pay!!??)hhaaa

Guess responsibility towards ourself in a post-teenager context means to PAY for our own mistake as well as well as to take liability of it. Having the need to pre empt situations and look ahead in the near future, and cater to these near future needs by fine tuning our present.

im not going all philosophical and go yaking about "how responsible i am and all u lousy ppl are not"... (im trying to be at least!) Im not saying that we need to prepare for the far far far away future like financial planning etc... but simple lil responsibilities that could happen in a shorter frame. Pre empting these situations would cause ourselves and others alot less trouble. I know not everything's within our control.. but Should pre empting fail.. at least we know we've tried.

for those of u who dont earn ur own keep, take $$$ frm ur parents and just splurge... just shut up.... for those who earn ur own keep and splurge even more... well.... good for u.. i shall shut up.

Here's a nonsensical view

grp proj due, dont go drinking/clubbing--- GROUP RESPONSIBILITY
know u dont have savings, dont go for holidays/branded stuff--FINANCIAL RESPONSIBILITY
know u've got no $$, dont splurge---FEMALE REPONSIBILITY
see an ah mah w/o a seat on the mrt.. give ur seat to her---SOCIAL RESPONSIBILITY
depending on ur job scope, doing the mandatory stuff to the best of ur ability---WORK RESPONSIBILITY
Being punctual for work (and all other impt stuff)---PERSONAL RESPONSIBILITY
making sure ur other half is happy---RELATIONSHIP RESPONSIBILITY
helping your friend when he/she is in need--- FRIENDSHIP RESPONSIBILITY
Saying the right things at the right time, nt saying dumb stuff 2 embarass others---INTERPERSONAL RESPONSIBILITY
Exam's coming, STUDY LAR!!! at least hard enough to pass---STUDENT's RESPONSIBILITY

and the list goes on and on and on..

feeling foul... just like prisc is moody. hmphie.....

a big hi to allllll u anonymous ppl reading and not tagging.. dont hate me pleas... hah..

loves to all,
val

Happy 07

2007-01-02T02:49:00.001+08:00

Im back to blog... No pix of germany yet unfortunately.. hahaa... loading it up's a killer.. prolly do it like a day by day thing?? morover, im gona make it a point to sleep early!! *time check, 2.50am*

Happy 2007 to all!!!!!

may everyone be as happy as i am now!! With the germany trip, my bonus, al back with me, a happy family, great friends, passing my exams. i dont think ive got alot more to ask for =)

Its nice to know how i can have lunch with my family... and al can just fit right in... ahh.. no doubt the car's squeezier now.. but its a good excuse to squeeze by his side.. hehehee. time to pack my room.. and sleep. **snooze**

boring post for now.. bleah...

2006-12-27T04:50:00.000+08:00

Greetingggggssss!!

i back at stuttgart at al's place.. where Internet connection doesnt go at 50cents euro / 10mins.. unlike back at berlin.

its freeeezing here.... soo gona make it a quick post... since ive gota help al with cooking.. *or he'd grumble and complain tt his gf cant cook*

enjoying my lil chat with key chua now... she makes me miss sg... argh!!! AND i wish i went to priscy's xmas lunchie.. sigh... sooooo here's my biggest biggest huggs 2 key chua and priscy!! miss ya!

and charlie, (if u're reading this), leonard... miss y'all too!!!

pix up soon... i hope... munich tmr... SKIING TIMEEEE!!!

loves,
val

pix germannnyyy

2006-12-22T07:45:00.000+08:00

2006-12-21T06:38:00.000+08:00

ok.. too tired... load them tmr! gonna head to the birkies place tmr. hahaa.. =) hope i get some nice stuff.. and PRISC!!! I FORGOT WHICH U WANT AGAIN! PLEASE MSG ME!!!! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!! the exact name, n try to describe!!!

Germsy!!

2006-12-21T06:28:00.000+08:00

I've made 3 failed attempt to blog.. raHhh.. ytd as i was loading up the pix.... photobucket and the internet connection effed up on me.. Sooo i ended up heading to bed instead..

weather here's great for sleeping. that's bout it. it went from 4 Deg, to 2 Deg, and its about 1 Deg today... i am Sooo lousy larrrr.. **i admit** was freezing up.. and al had 2 get me hot drinks every so often!... ive got undergarmen, long john, 1 top, jacket, outer jacket scarf and STILL COLD.. haha..

lets keep it up 2date... went to europa park today.. and there was SO MUCH STATIC!!! whenever i got a peck on the lips, it Hurts.. Literally.. Also, when he used his finger and pointed at my face, there was a "tiak!" sound!!! dont think i should go near him. hee.. =)

ok ok.. id try n load up some pix.. =)

today is the DAY!!

2006-12-18T03:48:00.000+08:00

One last post before i head off!! In 12 hours, id be off to GermsMany! YaYY!! cant wait! the D-A-Y has finally arrived.. a really really reallllyyy long wait i must say. Thanks for waiting darl.. =)... And many thanks for those well wishes, lending of luggage, winterwear etc. thankewwwss!!!

BBQ with prisc mark (pigs), kingkey, tadely was great!! we had Too many prawns.... too tough beef.... leftover chicken wings.. (I TOLD U NOT TO BUY ALREADY!! SEE LA!) hahaha... nxt bbq, we'd strictly ENFORCE the chicken wing ban! wish i could blog more bout it.. but id leave it to adeline, key n prisc.. cuz im Sooo tired after packing my stuff... thanks 4 the xmas pressies girls. and i promise u'd get it once im back! cant believe i left it at the door!!!

Check in luggage's about 17.6kg.. hand carry 6.1kg.. i wonder HOW im gona bring more stuff back frm Germs.. kinda worried bout not being able to shop there.. and i really realli cut down alot already larrr...

Met up with lyd n ris tis afternoon b4 work.. ahh... we named ourselves the EX club.. hahahaa .. Iris is kenneth's ex, lyd is josh's ex, im eric's ex... kenneth josh n eric are good friends.. hahaa.. was nice meeting them having our usual "best friend/god sister" jester about a particular someone... catching up.. sympathyzing, sharing of joy.. etc..

my face is like damn fat already... i cant imagine how id look like after i come back frm Germs.

this was how my room look IN THE PROCESS of packing.. WhOops.. dont mind the "bright blue bottom right conner item"...

nites all.. my last sleep in SG before i see al... miss u darl..

ah beng chants!

2006-12-15T04:19:00.000+08:00

I TELL U!!! this is NOSTALGIC

ppl from Jurong... ALL of u wld find these familiar.. (i guess..) or was i mixing arnd the wrong crowd??

frm the movie 15. (according to al... i wonder how an SA boy knows all these..) and banned by our gahh-men.. hahah.. ENJOY!!!

aHbengs to the max!

THIS made my day! aahaha... along with lot n lotts n looottttts of consolation.. frm al =)

ok.. this is part 2... SPECIALLY FOR JAC!!! after a long day of hardwork n no $$.. this would make u laugh i guess... hahaa.. and i know u're familiar with some lines... the techno part i mean..
ENJOY!!!

ahbengs are so cool! so farrrrnnneeeee hahahaha...

after hearing all these "chants" im like laughing all the way! :P hahaa
scrawny skinny lil bengs... i thought they were "cool" in sec sch.. ahh.. rem tis guy by the name of koon wei... looks just like one of them! baHhh! =P

No MORE igLooooo!!!!

2006-12-15T00:11:00.000+08:00

i hate it when people just dont listen.. tell u once, tell u twice, warn u thrice... but STILL!!!

told my bro to get anti virus software Loooongggg ago!..
"dont need la dont need lar.."
SEE! see wat happen!

told al not to do some things which i really dislike, tell him once tell him two times three times sumore... listen cannnnnnnnn.... if there really are things i dont like u doing, stop doing it... doing such things will only irritate me furthur. prooving that You Dont LISTEN.. Listening is one thing, learning n remembering is another. ugh.

CUSTOMERS!!! will u S.T.F.U and LISTEN to me speak. effed up i tell u...

and WHY AM I IN SUCH A BAD MOOD!?
(im entittled to... )

WHY!? cuz im not gona stay in the igloo anymore. they called al, telling him that it aint as cold as expected so they cant built the igloo. who am i to blame.. *sigh* Damn disappointed now larrrr **ROARRR***. The highlight of my entire trip is to STAY THERE!!! and now i cant!?

Feels like a wasted trip! w/o the igloo stay.. its something ive been looking forward to for So LONG! i know there're other stuff we can do, or save the $$ for other stuff, nice xmas shopping... blah blah blah..

but i DONT WANT.. i wanna stay in an igloo... wat are my chances of goin back to germany!? Considering the fact that al doesnt wana go to germany anytime soon... my chances are near ZiLch!

So.... he says tt i must understand that the igloo thing in the beginning is very much dependent on the weather... YES!! i know but im upset that i cant go lar k!! an experience of a lifetime. GONE!

i dont even feel like packing my luggage anymore... THIS has screwed up my trip my mood...... and everything else planned. To think i was looking 4ward to it all

its NOT gona be the same and i wont have a chance to go anymore. DAMN IT. Damn.. Damn.. DAMN.

piss me off now and u're dead..

Germany Fit!

2006-12-14T03:02:00.000+08:00

1st attempt to pack my luggage failed terribly. LOTS to consider... what to bring, which type, how many, warm or not, how it looks, goes with what.. blahhh... so for round 1, i decided to dump everything in! dadahhhh!!!!! and im DONE (for now).... Charlie's bag wld do as a hand carry.. definately not as a luggage... *looks at jac* im counting on u now... just too bad dad has to be overseas with his luggage n all...

Hectic day (for a change)... face, nails, hair, all done. (bimb, i know.. that's my identity now.. nothing wrong with taking Good care of myself)... went with leonard for a facial.. and its prollythe most gruesome facial ive ever seen. i shallnt make this whole post bloody and all.. =S id NEVER EVER forget wat its like to see a pimple FLY! EVER!

SG is small.. and the chances of running into someone (esp in town) is very high.. hah. lets see.. i saw jason, kev n jeremy (who just came bk frm thailand).. ahh.. my trip 2 bkk have LOBANG already!!! he'd prolly b able 2 show us arnd etc.. =)

Val to jeremy: Hey! i wana go to those beachy places.. any sugesisons? phuket.. or koh samui?? or??

Jeremy said: u can try Koh Chiang, or full moon party etc..

Val: oh.. like Koh Pha Gan?

Jeremy: Yeahh..

Val: No diff lar... KOH samui, KOH chiang, KOH phangan... Same surname, same family!! all around the same area!

hahahaa.. this is proof that im attaining the art n skill of linking stuff which are NOT linked, to SOMETHING! (just like all dispute customers)

Next was going 2 bugis 2 collect my pants... Met up with tiangx.. heeren, fareast, topshop... blahhh... Im exhausted... as usual, the train ride home is a KILLER. im so exhausted now. and there's that bloody sch enrollment tmr... total waste of my TIME!

bedtime. i wana wear my new kimono dress... WHEN CAN I WEAR IT!!! i wana wear my cheap dresses too!! WHEN CAN I WEAR!!! its so stupid to wear it for 5 hrs to work.. i need to go out on dates.. Darling??? date? ok?? =)

3days to go..... =)

Stinky top + its been a year

2006-12-13T03:09:00.000+08:00

Quick Realization

Year 2005: 119 blog entries in total... and that's only for June to Dec.
Year 2006: this entry makes it 120, and its already MID december.
Conclusion?? im leading a less memorable life, im lazier this year, or plain BUSY.
Either way... i wana blog more. cuz as im "flipping" tru blog entries of mine... ive got a bitter sweet kinda feeling.

there was an entry about choosing a greeting name for work... and there were 101 weird names, who'd have guess ive stuck with "valerie" and said it for 1987248979218437 times at work!? and i realize theres lotsa posts about me and my packing attempt (which always fails)... blog entries about colleagues of which Majority of them aint at sunshine co any longer... even the team's disbanded... its just a year and that much changes.. makes me a lil nostalgic..

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ive got a top that stinks.

its brand new.. got it from a seller, nicely packed. for those who dont already know, my nose is wayyy sensitive... (esp to stinky smell). the top went into the washing machine THRICE without me wearing it... and i wana wear it tomorrow!

not like its some really flash top which i really dig, or there's some ocassion, nor is it because i lack clothes.. but (im sure all girls feel this way) when u wana wear A TOP, you just MUST! when u feel like wearing it, no other stuff wld feel good or look good. if its somewhre in the house, we'd flip it upside down just to look for it..

i decided tt since the machine n normal soaking cant do the job, VAL SHALL DO IT!!!

got it off the bamboo (for the 3rd time), put it in a small pail, and DUMPED EVERY DETERGENT POSSIBLE into it! there was normal soap powder, softlan, detergent for lingere, color bleach, febreeze, EVERYTHING!!! only thing i didnt put in was harpic (toilet cleaner) tho i felt it smell beta than my top... (its a fishy smell btw.... and the world knows im NOT a fish fan)...

right now.. its hanging right infront of the fan... and im "quick drying" it.. hopefully it'll be intime for tmr...

Facial with "leonard the vain uncle, who's goin tru midlife crisis" tomorrow.. then its val n val walking arnd town till tiangx reaches at 630..

there's a batch of newcomers at fishtank (jargon for training) at work.. part timers too... i remember back then... i was the new comer... and now as im about to grad... here's another batch... replacing us most likely... Moral?? everyone's replacable in the company. no one leaves too deep an impact, no one is irreplacable. u can leave for all they care.. you'd be missed, but u're definately not THAT needed. Where's MY value....??

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a noteworthy comment written way bacK...

As u take a big step towards the coming year.

Spent some time, turn back, and ask urself,

have you truly lived?

I have.
happy new year everyone!
May the year ahead be a better one than the last!

vs's here. WHERE'S MY AF!

2006-12-12T16:02:00.000+08:00

Just got back from the post office... BULKY ITEM collection.. Which meant tt an item prolly came in already! Just as expected, its my VS cardi!

(the wool's kinda scratchy tho.. guess cuz of the 59% mohair material... really lots of hair! hahahhaa)

a couple of cutie spree tops came via reg mail tdy too.. Reg mail = fast mail. Norm mail = not fast not reliable not save. ughh. learnt my lesson... Im Still waiting for my AF Bag which the seller claims tt she've sent it last week, and its still NOT HERE!! please let it arrive in 1 piece n i promise id never be cheapo and save on reg mail again.. PLEASE!!!

looks great on pic... lets hope it looks as good in real.. more often than not.. its the pix tt looks good n not the real thing. hah.... keeping my fingers crossed tho... JUST ARRIVE AND ID KNOW!! OH PLEASE!!! FASTER FASTER LAAAHHHHH.... =(

The sun's fit for tanning today.. there isnt any "BIG PATCHES" of clouds which mades tanning "sun-ful/sun-less/sun-full/sun-less"... BUT..i got up at 330pm... and i didnt c a point rushing to a pool.. (If only i stay at some condo. hah.. there wld be pools readily avail! =) i wana get my TAN back... ive been hearing comments like SHE'S SO FAIR... and that irks me... cuz im NOT supposed to be...

Been procrastinating alot lately... ive yet to pack my luggage, yet to this and that.. and my hols is almost over for me. (or rather. its just getting started! hehee..) SHIT! im gona be late!

laters...

KTV-ing

2006-12-12T03:15:00.000+08:00

K-lunch with jinwen, qinn, and xinlun. at JE.. Food sux.. sang for bout 4 hrs bout 11 bucks in all.. ahh.. not bad.. cant wait for the pix. hard core photowhores... Im getting addicted to KTVs... im even considering application for kbox!!! ive got different ktv kakis now.. there's the vball girls, theres prisc n key, tiangx likes ktv toO, ris as well. ahhh... SG lifestyle. hah. pix would have to wait. we even have vid.. Jinwen doesnt haf internet connection... (that lousy fella! HAHA).

we then went to imm for kiddie stuff.. ahh... in all.. i had a tiringly funn day. we can juz sing the same song over n over.. haha. looking foreward 2 our next klunch.. or better still ladies night thingie... can sing longer.. 4 hrs, 4 ppl.. nt enough lehs.

at IMM whilst walking around, the 3 girls were infront of me... and no one stopped them, this promoter stopped me, shoved a tube into my hands, sayin "this is very good for eye bags, dark circles and wrinkles at eye area, give it a try!" and she gave me the comforting look... WALAOS!!! rahh thank god none of them witnessed it 1st hand. hah. embarassing.... i know i slept for say 4 hrs only... but are my eye bags really tt big!! aUntie!! "open ur eyes big biiigggg!!!"

2006-12-11T04:43:00.000+08:00

Totally concuss today... had less than 4 hours of slp the night before, and had to drag my heavy body out of bed to bugis.. Met tiangx as she was supposed to get her crystals. end up walking, shopping, and doing anything BUT what we went there for... Next was catching up with June at her far east shop. ahhh.. Got a dress for $12! (sale!!!!) ... next was metro sale.. 20% off.. again, auntie val went to snap up necessities which ive been waaaaiiitng for! Skin care is never a splurge.. id proove it to you in 10 years time!

Shouldnt this be ALL girl's motto??

Work today was Kinda hassle free. Why? cuz of the star awards... after it ended, calls came flooding in again. Singaporeans and their bullshit.

Work with leonard n charlie is NEVER a bore.. they'd come up with 101 things to tease... from me being "HUNGRY" to Charlie the teletext queen to leonard the "Ditched in the rain" guy... hahaa... no one's taking offence.. not me for sure... Its just that my reputation's being tarnished! ugh.. When ur friends are starting to worry for my bf's "safety" and not me, that's a major problem... hahaa.. they told him to wear double underwear.. hahahahaa.. irritating fellas.. ought to be hangged!! :P but they brighten my day for sure!

Spoke Jinwen for over an hour earlier... Speaking to her is nostalgic.. reminds me of those sec sch days where we'd call each other on the phone with an intention to ask abt sch wrk, and digress to everything else BUT schoolwork..

However... talking to her made me a lil dull at the same time... made me regret choices ive made, things which i could have done but did not... Speaking to her made me reflect a lil... i realize that right now, im still not who i wana be. Embracing my present is one thing, the need to be a better, stronger person is another. I feel im capable of scaling greater heights. I KNOW im able to push myself, persevere, and improve in many aspects. I want to be proud of who i see in the mirror, and not just accept who i am and being thankful...... being proud of myself (in a good way of cuz) and being thankful of what i have, is 2 different issue.. I know im capable of capable.. I just have to push myself.

meeting up with Jinwen, xinlun, and jieqin at kbox tmr. hah.... jinwen does not listen 2 chinese songs....!! hmmm... the last time i heard them sing?? its those vball songs... Im gona croak tomorrow. haha..

shades glalore

2006-12-09T05:21:00.000+08:00

With the Germany trip drawing near.. im getting all the necessities settled, and writing out a long long looonng list of stuff to bring over. Everyone tells me 2 bring as little stuff possible, and bring back a truckload! haha. tts quite impossible given the fact that winter stuff are 5X thicker than my normal wear.. and Variety IS a necessity cuz i dont wana end up looking like the akward tourist.hah... being asian and black hair-ed is "outstanding" enough. id give the bad dressing a pass.

Was choosing my shades earlier on.. hmm which should i bringgggg val says BRING ALL!! but i know i cant la.. as u can see in a shortwhile, my preference for shades are very much alike. hahaa.. webcam whore-ing in my shades.. getting al to choose.. haha

Clear Aviators by Versus

Big black retro mama

Oakley 1/2 wire.. (all crooked cuz i think i sat on it some time back! hahahha)

Val's walk-frm-house-to-MRT-shades

Evita Peroni shades (which i stashed for 50% off!! what a steal)

5shades.... and More to come?? hehee... i hear oakley dartboard aviators calling me... YooHooO!! the thing bout these biggg retro lookin shades is tt cant SMILE... val's fat cheeks wld push it up! hahaa.. think i look so "cartoon" in these pix! hahahaa.... ohhh was in the idst of packing.. *note the mess behind**

Are truckers allowed in winter??? (bdae presie frm key!)...

i guess not...

Prolly Snow caps .. =) **i look so dorky**

Ohhh heres what i found...
NEOPRINTS!!!
taken in sec.. 3?? when i was 15.. with Jiamin.. wonder how's she doin... i remember that she was this hot babe whom lotsa guys have a crush on.. and this wonderful complexion and not to mention fashion sense. and ME... i was this girl tt was just Ditched by a guy... went to get a hair cut.. and it ended up disastrous!! the "Parental Guidance" teacher even asked if i wanted to turn bi.. (and be a butch lahhs.)

Just for this "outing" with a pretty girl.. i remember buying a spag top (my first spag top) and an ultra high platform shoes. (which ive never worn since then)... not to mention these bright blue pants as well.. eugh. what a combi...

Ive still got the spag top.. it looks like some "chaos" top which in can wear for clubbing... it looks not bad.. wonder why i tried so hard back then...

I only owned afew tshirts... from 37Deg (and always onli wear those few) and a couple of berms.. kappa berms, converse, 37Deg, BUM equipment.. haha. yes yes.. i do have them still.. hahaha.. Thank god for helping me shed those fats. please keep me the way i am now. should i NOT be able to weigh 49kg, at least help me stay the way i am now. thank u!

Meeting tiangx in 6 hours. i am doomed. sooo doomed. i wil TRY very very hard to wake up. Very. Lotsa stuff 2 buy.... long john... make up remover... blah blah blahh..

BBQ2 + Coach Hampton

2006-12-08T02:54:00.000+08:00

Spent my night chatting with Prisc n Key, with regards to the upcoming bbq.

With Key incharge of admin stuff like Theme, Attire, Party Pack, Decor, Space etc.. the only thing left to worry about is the weather (what if it rains!!??)

Prisc will take charge of over seeing EVERYTHING. she's like the mama san.. haha... from Charging too much, to cutting cost, to quantity of food etc.. Without her, key will order ALL mutton satay and ALL dory fish.. val will just buy LOTS of mushroom (my fave)... Thanks to prisc. we'd have a good balance now. =)

Mr Eng and Sir Swee Ming will be incharge of 1. Driving 2. starting fire 3. helping key wif decor 4. helping val in the kitchen. As for tadeley... i paiseh to delegate work to both of them.. They'd be incharge of EATING!!!... cuz key n i would have a earful from prisc if we cant finish the food. so please eat.

Foodie stuff would be taken care of by me.. (i try larr.. k... its been a long time.. ) id make sure everyone has enough food and everyone wld ENJOY the food! its been a really long time since i last cooked. qutie unbelievable tt i do love cooking..

hmm.. Since carol may nt be able to make it... n prisc wld b there late. val shall be kitchen queen for the day. (manicure wld have to wait... haha)

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Preliminary Menu

Straw mushroom, Cheese and asparagus Wrapped with Baccon

(tho i personally DONT like asparagus... but it tastes good when wrapped tgt)

Medium Grilled portabellos with Garlic powder and a dash of salt

Sambal Stingray with chopped onion and lime Individually wrapped

(to ensure no one takes extra!! hoh!)

Honey marintaed Chicken Fillet in teriyaki sauce

Traditional Black Pepper Beef Steak

(which means pre marinated from coldstorage la!)

Freshly grilled Squid with Japanese Soba

(will it taste ok?? sugestions??)

Giant grilled prawns Grilled Prawns In A Spicy Remoulade

(dont ask me wat that is.. according to the recipie, its Olive oil, lemon juice, garlic, ginger, soya sauce, salt, PLUS a sauce... I promise to work something out k.. haha worst come 2 worst.. just GRILL IT LAR!! how bad can prawns taste rite?)

Dory Fish

Requested by key...

flavour Up to her discretion

Authentic Taiwanese Sausages

(Authentic's just for the effect.. is XIANG CHANG larhh)

Just 1 packet for Key..

Tender mutton and Juicy Chicken Satay

Request (i mean suggestion) of key =) hee

Grilled Scallop

Yet another request by key,

to be cooked by BARRY.. cuz ive no idea HOW its gona turn out in 1 piece.

Lastly...

Tau Gay with CHEESE

(i have no idea how this is gona work out..)

Barry will have to figure it out... But im striking it off my list.. cuz too much food...

And tau gay doesnt taste good.. :S

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Any more sugestions??.. we'd be working on a T-I-G-H-T budget.. personal contributions very much appreciated.. since its gona be a pre xmas and good-bye-val-enjoy-yourself-get-us-pressies (which i definately will) party. priscy's contributing aluminium foil! hehee...

Thank u girls for allll the wonderful food sugesstions esp key.. :D ahh.. im sooo lookin foreward to our 2nd "high class" bbq.. haha why high class?? cuz there's no chicken wing n curry chicken n beehoon larrrr :P.. haha... i remember our 1st bbq at east coast..... **drools**

So key... Id work on the food n the preparations... I know u'd do a great job for all other stuff... i.e tink of games/activities/theme admin etcetcetc.. hehee.. =)

who else i wish was here?? Al for sure.... n peakie too..

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Its quite a feat to discuss food on msn.. esp when we keep side tracking to stuff like shopping, etc.. deciding on quantity is hard enough... but discussing abt the SIZE of portabello?? tis is wat i resorted to..

haha.. not bad..

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Here's what i want for chrismas...

my Coach Hampton Signature Large Caryall... or maybe even the medium one?? hehee.. ahhh.. i likee... just like my balenciaga AND marc jacobs.. i shal continue to drool... but tis i reali like this.. so ANYONE GOING TO THE STATES!!!???? =( ANY SUBSIDIES FROM ANYONE???? =( No?? hokaes... id go talk to santa tonight. id buy a large stocking for next year... haha..

Results r OUT!

2006-12-06T22:21:00.000+08:00

Last night was one helluva stressfull night. Really worried abt my results that i flared up at al. ugh. So sorry hon.. I even had night mares and dreamt that i got 40marks for my DC paper. Had a sick feeling at the pits of my stomache. ugh.. i repeatedly refresh the results page from 445 to 530.. and FINALLY

PHEW!!! i got CREDIT FOR EVERYTHING!!! WooHooo!! (i decided to leave the marks out =P) i think DC went through serious moderation, cuz lya and kJ got managed to scrap tru as well.. There is no way i can manage a credit without moderation. WHy? cuz i onli got a pass for my project, and i wrote only 1/2 page worth of crap for the 2 essay questions. anyway.. Thank god that i wont have to "dabao" any subs next sem.

Checking my own grades is one thing.. helping other ppl check their grades is another. It was more stressful checking priscy's grades.... i mean.. what if she didnt make it? what am i gona tell her?? there was this brief moment of *shock* when the page loaded.. and all's well... we'd be classmates next sem for the last time ever. *id miss u*

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with exams settled. its down to our bbq at barry's place on the 16th. prisc may be on course for 2 whole days.. while carol n mark may be bz too.. **sigh** who's gona make the portabellos if u're tired prisc!!??!?!? ahh.. while the ballies take enjoy bbq food... there's peakie the (is it sotong ball??) in scotland.. like prisc said.. we'd have another "good food bbq" when u're back. ok?? and no worries bout the xmas presie.. its the thoughts tt count! :)

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Ohhhh no more balenciaga for mee... i rather have a marc jacobs! haha

ahhh beauty....

pricey pricey indeed... and just like the balenciaga bag which ive been looking at for the past year.. id just continue looking at this bag.. i can buy MANY mANY birkies wif it even more jellies, or a whole wardrobe of tw clothes. NOT within my reach AT ALL... i wont mind a coach bag frm US tho. hahs. its hell cheaper there... **roaRRrr** any one heading there soon? haha

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ohh.. al has a friend who's name im very very attracted to cuz its so like mine but yet it sounds wayy cuter.. SuFengS hehee... ahh i like tt name.. im Sufen. if i add an S it'll be sufens. un-cute. and cheesy. hah... ohh... i saw her name here n there when im using al's skype... AND i saw the same name wheni was surfing peakie's site... remember al telling me tt sufeng's in scottland for exchange.. AND PEAKIE'S THERE TOO!!! FwoaHh!!! small world..... wow.. they know each other!!!! and al knows sufengs and i know peakie and blah blah blah... the world aint tt big after all..

ballies UNITE! hehee... prisc. peakie, key myself..

(ahhh i look so tanned..... what has happened to me now!)

Countdown

2006-12-05T03:13:00.000+08:00

5th mth and 15days to go!

2006-12-05T02:11:00.000+08:00

ahh how time flies. in 1 day id be getting my results. Dreading it.. Enrollment's on 14Dec. that's WORST cuz ive gotta enroll for 5 subjects instead of 4 and that sucks.

Dont wana pass wif flying colors. just let me pass all subjects. **pHuLeeeeezzzzee**

Prisc n a few others asked what al got me this time..

Stop saying "Flowers-are-useless-and-they're-a-waste-of-money "or "snigger-behind-my-back-sayin-im-a-materialistic-bitch-who-forces-my-bf-to-get-flowers-for-me"

Waste of $$ part, i agee.. ive told him to NOT get me flowers... but i dont deny that flowers make me happy! they make my day!! my week(s)! so, there's nothing wrong with receiving flowers from a bf who's FARRR FARRRR away. thanksie hon!!! loveya!

hey girl... wake up! grow up! go green with envy! gag urself till u go purple. bahh i cant be bothered .. cuz im all rosy red lookin at my beautiful flowers everyday! =)

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was suppose to head to msia wif prisc/mark/key/barry... but because mark's fish died, we'd be mourning and we aint suppose to have fun for the next XX number of days.... IM KIDDIN!! hahaa... (sorry mark!)...

Nahhh.. its the time of the month for me... and it is killing ... to the extend that i SLEEP at 3am instead of 6. wonderful. Sorry guys!!! 16th Party still on ya! =)

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i wana introduce my new friend.... hehehe..

Awwww isnt he cute!? p/s, he can stand up straight.

bought it while shopping at crabtree tt dae... SOoooooOOooo cute! with its eyes, huge feet and all.... its like sayin "take me take me!!"

so val adopted it, gave it a home, lots of TLC, aircon room, nice comfy bed, nice smelling cream (cuz i hug it)... it sits on my shoulder too! (i have to admit that it gets whammed on the floor at night, but i make it an attempt to pick it up the nxt morning :P haha)... its also used to whack al when he disturbes/bully me. hah. wait till i demo Ele's boxing/rolling around/crying/ tap dancing/ etc. haha..

mum saw ele that night... and she said... i know why u like that elePHANT. cuz same name as u!! u're su FEN, n that's elePHANT.. same!!! p/s. my mum DOES speak good english/mandarin/teochew. hahahaa.... right.. :P she's comical! haha
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Crabtree stash... mum's xmas present, collectibles, aunt(s) present, val's 1 year supply... Burnt pocket. but at 30% lesss Damage. hah.. santa doesnt come every day... just ONCE a year.. m sure prisc wld ejoy herstuff too!

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Met up with wenn today to get the belts /bag etc for charlie n hanyi.... thanks girl!!! realli appreciate you coming alllllllllllll the way down, and for the lift back! =) id take more pix with them! hehee..

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i need 2 head to bed soon... im tired.. =(... work's boring... busily boring.. 13days to go... Bring it on!!! yay!!!

Happy bday AL

2006-12-01T03:34:00.000+08:00

im contemplating M1's broadband. connection at home's killing me.. my blog takes awhile 2 load.. so does other blog (but mine slowest larrhhs)...

ahh im seein my dearest sick priscy tomorrow! yayy!! its like a big thing 4 me cuz i havent seen her in ages. :( it feels as tho im goin on a date with her tomorrow (despite havin work at night).. for our "date" tomorrow, ive repainted my toenails, and painted my fingernails in the "bimbotic-est" (if there's such a word) PINK ever!! hah.. id take pix using prisc's cam. mine sucks. Also did a mask, used my passion fruit scrub... hahaha.. Im making it seem as tho we're "TOGETHER" hah. i do love her!! but meeting her's one excuse for pampering myself. hahs. i cant wait 2 c u in afew hours babe. **huggs**

Gonna go Shopping with her tomorrow.. yays!!! for today, i went "shopping" with KEY! thanks to her, i got a good buy! (she's saying im a bad influence... but tis time round i swear it wasnt me! she influenced me!! ROaRRR!!!)

guess who bought which??? no prizes.... hahaha she bought the 1st one... i got the 2nd =) ahhh cute.. mine's like a mini wedge! =)

Events coming up next:
1st Dec: Darling Al's bday! YaY!!!!
1st Dec: shoppie wif prisc
6th Dec: Clubbing / Msia trip with the girls (not forgetting their bfs) *to be cfm*
16th Dec: (as prisc puts it) bbq cum pre-x'mas celebration cum farewell to vaL. (as key puts it) bbq cum jaccuzzi session after bbq at barry's place. (as val puts it) HIGH CLASS BBQ TIME!! yay!!! i still remember the last bbq we had.. food was so so so superbbbly gooood!!! right prisc.
18th Dec: BYE BYE SG HELLO GERMANY
31st Dec: Back in SG

It sucks not being able to spent al's bday with him.. :( when we're back in sg... im gona meet up with the girls again, since key said she'd want to know al better, as for prisc... she knows im in good hands.. hahaa.. Key, id make al laugh at ur jokes and our jokes k?? id step on his toe if necessary! heheehehe.. ahhhh!!! our silly lame jokes. no one laughs. bahh!! like u said.. esp when we think we're damn funny.. they give a straight poker face. hahaa.. our jokes are to entertain ourselves! yay! =)

Bed time everyone... im gona sleep like a vampire tonight. arms straight out, fingers sticking out. haha.. 5 hours to wake up time!

18days and counting

2006-11-30T05:07:00.000+08:00

Attempt to change blog skin

FAILURE

sigh... do bear with this current skin and its long loading time..

To Those having exams... "Mugg hard!!"

Party times are near...

good night =)

(Count down starts.... Its Just another 18 days.....)

Guess wats in the mail?

2006-11-29T21:34:00.000+08:00

Guess what was in the mail today?

ahhh.. MAKE UP!

(This picture does not do justice to the colors at all!) blame in on the lack of a good cam.

in it came 20 different mineral samples. 1 shine control, 1 lose powder, 4 blush colors, and 14 eye colors!! yays!!! considering the fact that mac retails each eye shadow for a hefty 25 over bucks. My entire purchase is cost almost the same price as ONE mac eye shadow! but in so many different shades of color... next challenge. To experiment the different colors, making sure they dont look gross on my face. ahhh... i so wana learn eye make up without looking like those blue eyed SIA girls. No offence.. but im sure they hate their eye make up too!... what can be better than Self experiment!? id start tomorrow..

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more great Steals :) and pretties for visual pleasure....
THESE explains why im always surfing arnd in the wee hours..

Aint this sweeeet!! Ive gota try bargaining and finding the bet deal for it... =(

Plain.. i know.. but VERY cheap.. i like the gold ones..

Ignore the electric blue... it looks offensive to the eye... bah... val likes choc brown jellies... these jellies look cuteee :) no harm getting 1 and testing to see how it'll turn out... very comfy. that's for sure.. fashion wise... it'll die off.. sooner or later. haha... which fashion doesnt?? morover i aint exactly a fashion mama... bahhh.... cant wait to lay hands on them :) hehe

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Got ris a pair of kitten heels... i MMSed her which she'd rather have... i personally prefer the one on the left.. that's more "VAL".. but i knew she'd rather have the one on the right.... a very very very belated bday presie ris..... or rather.. an early bday present for 2007! :) **loves**

jurong point's decor this year.. not bad aye?? haha... which reminds me.. xmas presies are not done... what am i doin online.. i will do them NOWWWWWW

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my voice is a mere croak now.. my bod's firmer and abs are developing due to my whopping cough.. hahaa... i need my voice back... by hoook or by crook... gona take honey drink/ pi pa gao/ etc...

"Dohhh---REhhhhh---MMEEeeeeee--faRRRRR---sOohhh---Larrrrhhh---diiiii---Doooooooooooooooooooooooooo"

off spelling and off key. rahhs..

Just another day.2

2006-11-29T04:20:00.000+08:00

Bahhh.. i am So coughing my lungs out. Dragged myself to work on Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday (ultra long day), and FINALLY. FINALLY. FINALLY. tonight, i can just cough all i want without fear of losing my voice. whaha... Cuz its my OFFDAY and i get to sleep in, chat on msn, sing to all those stupid songs while sounding like a frog without a care in the world. NO NEED to "preserve" my voice.. can "zhao xia" (go out of tune) allllll i want. Just have to be back in shape by thursday. where id go "Welcome to XX, this is Valerie, how may i assist you?" -- In the sweeeeeeetest voice u can ever imagine. hahs. i dont sound like myself over the phone. thats why i sound sweet. bahh..

Unabashed Val:

a friendly and easy goin colleague by the name of valent came over and said: "HEY! both of u look alike... are you sistes???" (Refering to me and charlie, as we sit tgt at work)

i replied.. "Pls lar! no way... in what way do we look alike!? IM PRETTIER!"

I told charlie what valent said to me.. her reply.. "Please lor!!! im prettier!" haha.. great answer. Just exactly how i would give an answer. :P

ahhhh... life... its never the battle of the prettiest, nor the most best dressed, nor the richest, or biggest boobs, etc.. haha..

Somethings in life are better taken with a pinch of salt. When valent said that, i could have felt unhappy that i wasnt differentiated, or charlie could have been mad with what i said vice versa... but we just shoke it off as a joke... Whats the point of being so serious sometimes... ahhh... i sense tension building up at work... With leonard unhappy with a particular "CHaractEr"... and that person constantly stepping on all our toes... every day at work simply adds to the 101 stupid things which people of authority can do.

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Wanted to post a couple of old random pix like what key did... lucky for her, her photowhoring has a theme.... my HDD and pix, are just like my room and wardrobe. MESSY.. so no pix 4 now. haha..

Havent seen prisc in a looong while... at least im goin shoppie with her on fri... 1st to get her new handphone (which she was contemplating for the longest ever time), then to lunch, beauty treats, mango tango at far east, body shop 20% discount, and Crabtree and Evelyn 30% discount!!! this comes with a price i tell u.... gona help a colleague buy her supplies. AND pay first... bahhh...

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Resolution for the week:

i will stop surfing aimlessly only to find things i like and make impulse purchases online.
i will always bargain and bargain, and be as cheapo as possible.
i will check for better deals before commiting to any
i will get details of the product before buying
i will always look at my bank account as a detterent for shopping
i will get my xmas presents done
i will pack my wardrobe
i will get well
i will drink less yakult and coke, and eat less yoghurt n kit kat
i will exercise (honestly the slimest and fittest part of my body is my FINGERS cuz they work out v often)

i will go to bed early. 6 am is early... isnt it? haha

Sick Sat + Fam dinner

2006-11-26T03:57:00.000+08:00

Im sick again. ugh.. hate it. The sensation of havin ur throat burning, head thumping, nose dripping really sucks. At least i didnt fall sick when i was havin my exams. or WORST, when im in germany.

Had family dinner with mum's-side-relatives today. Drove there and back without a glitch... WoOo.. well, thats because i spent 1 hour the night before staring at the only physical street directory i had at home. (and its in chinese!!!) tough luck. aniway... i made it and thats what matters! hah.

LOVE the food there! they're all such great cook!! and can i also mention that they're also such nice people!!?? haha.. knowing i was goin 2 germany, they voluneered to lend me stuff, etc... they asked bout school, my work, even al! haha.. 2nd aunt passed me some stuff she got frm HK too! They even passed me medication knowing i was sick... ***Sweet!***ahhh.... i love them.. love the food too! haha..

its 22days to germany!!! yay!!! im broke this month... and ive got the longest list of stuff ive gotta get

1. LARGE Luggage (cuz dad's gona be away)
2. Thermal wear
3. winter wear
4. Snow wear
5. Boots
6. Euros
7. Al's xmas & Bday present

8. Priscy's bday present
9. xmas presents for the girls

To make things worst, ive got 20% off for crabtree n Evelyn as well as body shop! RAHHH!!! this is terrible. how can i not buy when there's such great discounts!? haha.

I remember reading in one of my marketing text that a discount should be 40%, followed by 60% then 80%. We singaporeans, jump at a mere 5% discount! (not to mention 20%).. guess it aint in SG retailer's culture to slash their prices to clear stock. If only they did. then we kiasu singaporeans would never buy stuff at the original price. we'd just wait till 40% or even 80% discounts! hah. Who wouldnt! :)

Passed my lil cousins stickers! those cute stickers with their name.. :)glad they liked it. Guess all lil girls like receiving cute gifts.. hmmm ive got something prepared for them for xmas!! lemme find it on ebay! haha..

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Aint they sweet?? ahhh..

Some help needed here.. which should i get:

These 3 fleece frm AF looks great. but which shld i get!? the 1st 2 are slightly thicker.... hmm.. Sugessions??

Balenciaga

2006-11-22T03:17:00.000+08:00

u know its TRUELOVE if u still love it after a year... (fine.. 6mths-1yr)...

my "100% authentic Balenciaga City Motorcycle Bags! Limited Edition"

Saw it sometime back... and i can NEVER EVER justify the purchase (thats why im still WITHOUT it).... now its retailing for SGD990. and that's cuz its black. other cols wld prolly cost MUCHHH more.

There's always an alternative tho...

a FAKE ONE!!!! but.. fake ones are retailing for SGD190. STILL ex for a fake rite!?!?! ugh.. disgusting...

i noe this design of bag is like passe and its over pirated. but i still like it very very much. it goes v well with casual or formal wear... ahhhh.... **drools** the authentic one would be nice.. :)

Id get it when i can justify the cost.. or else.. id just blog abt it 1 year frm now... JUST to remind myself that i still HAVE NOT gotten it. hahaa

Scribble

2006-11-22T00:35:00.000+08:00

Go play this game! its dumb-ly funny.. addictive too.. Stress buster??

try gettin the blobs over! :)

Scribble

Help the Ink Blots get to the finish flags.

Play this free game now!!

im over weight.

2006-11-20T02:50:00.000+08:00

THIS IS NOT A JOKE!

but yeah.. but im blogging so everyone can laugh.. fine.. im laughing too.. haha

i am on my way to being "ANTM" (sniggers at myself) and SO im on a diet. *ahem*... but models in making do binge at times and they DO have craving too!! So val decided to grab anything available in the fridge. JELLYFISH.

1 pack of jellyfish didnt suffice.. and i had craving for TANG YUAN! soooo i contemplated, debated, discussed with al. and decided to HAVE tang yuan. Boiled water... took out the tang yuan. waiting 2 pop it in, LO AND BEHOLD!!! they've turned mouldy. BaHhhh.. Just my luck.

Next available thing in the fridge... SMOKED SALMON!!
cut the vacum pack open, took afew slices out. tidyed the place... took afew bites and almost puked it out. too fishy for my liking i guess.. :( sighh i was never a fishy person. but salmon tasted nice at times... not this time tho...

Decided that id have SKI YOGHURT (since there's no yakult) and KITKATS. went back 2 my room after a disapointing attempt 2 find food. put my stuff down. plonked on my chair.

AND I BROKE MY CHAIR!

damN!!! i just went POMP! and i was on the floor. OucHhhh...*butt hurts**

sigh.. it really is time for a diet...

after kitkats and yoghurt at least. hahaha..

princess routine

2006-11-20T00:27:00.000+08:00

Back from work. Everyday goes as such

4pm: Wake up
5pm: Dinner
6pm: Work
11pm: Off work
12am: Supper
1am: Surfing
1.30am: PRISON BREAK/GAMES
6am: Call Al
6.30am: Sleepsy..

hahaha and the reason i slp, is cuz my parents are up. and they'd prolly nag if i dont head to bed soon.. ahhh... life of a princess! hahahaha... its kinda like my ideal life now. just that its a lil boring, cuz the things i can do at night is kinda limited. Im sorta constrained to my room, cuz any noise made outside, wld wake my parents n my bro who apparently leads a very normal life. hah.

Xmas presies are goin sloooowww.. die... i beta buck up.

Feelin broke. nah. If "feelin broke" is a sign of the lack of $$, i must be BROKEN.

p/s: anyone interested to sign up for Scrapbooking classes?? They're able 2 have a class if its in a grp of 4.. for now there's Me, Prisc, and Charlie.. Check it out HERE : MADEWITHLOVE

Leave a tag.. comment.. email. anything! hahaa.. key wld like it.. too bad she's gt exams..

Exams are OVER!

2006-11-18T05:10:00.000+08:00

its been a LOOOOONNGG time since ive blogged. Jac's right. Blogging's for procrastinators who refuse to study. hah. Now that exams and all are over. Getting worried bout the results and stuff. 6Dec.

Just got back from Carol's bday not too long ago. Met up with the girls.. Had a nice time doin what we like best. LAUGHING. I cant emphasize enough how i like to LAUGH and have a great time. It takes away the stress and monotony of daily life. With them, ANYTHING can crack me up! haha.. Too bad carol's drunk by the time i got there... High maybe. She prolly knows im there and that's all. hah. Met a couple of familiar faces.. Lifen, and Shirley... Pri sch/secsch mates.. ahh.. SG's a biggg friendster web! haha.. Well, most of the time, its myself, key, prisc, barry, 2 of their sec sch friends (which i dont know their names) and mark (who went to slp 1/2 way tru) who were chitty chatting away. Wish they had more beer.. (i started late) aint enough stella.. wish they had kirin tho. heh.. nevertheless, Happy 21st bday carol!! hope u like ur pressies.

Bro's bday was last wed.. Got him a NUM tee. hah... ahhh.. big boy now he's 18! and i know he'd grow up just fine. Somehow, i need not worry bout him. Tho he never seem to be doin the stuff that he's supposed to, he always end up getting the grades, or making things work. So i aint worried bout him. Well, he's richer than me.. has better self control than me.. Sooo whats there 2 worry man.. hah. Yeahhh. he beta get a nice gf. A bad gf's every nice guy's downfall. hah..

Last few resolutions for 2006? STOP SPENDING $$$$!!! i am NOT gonna spent a single cent on anything else which i havent commited to. Having trouble with "val's-germany-funds" already. spend anymore and id be depleting my germany funds. ugh. ohhh Gona have my NEW wishlist up soon! I know my friends are broke, so would i after the germany trip.. Sooo lets get each other nice and inexpensive xmas presies alrites?? its the thought tt counts! =) Prisc, with ur creativity, u'd do great. Key, with all the "diva" outlets, you'd make us exactly what we need too! =)

What have i been doin for the past few days?? apart from work and the monotony of it... i have been ANTM-ing!!! American Next Top Model!!! Everyone knows i watch hk drama, listen to 933, and i dont watch OC, desp housewifes, Lost etc... Soooo it aint too late by starting with ANTM rite!? hah. Al influenced me.. Soo i caught the whole of season 2, 1/2 way tru season 4.. and im DETERMINED to be ANTM!! (yeah yeah.. yadayada yada)... i get toO caught up with the shows i watch. haha. p/s ANTM aint ASIAN top model. hah. its just a phase.. id get over it. but im serious bout losin that 2kg worth fats/flab/goo/muscle/weight/ on my bod. i MUST. but with me perpetually eating. chances are id gain anothe 2 rather than lose it. =( **shakes head** girls and their ever imperfect body. Apart frm ANTM, ive been watching PRISON BREAK! WooHOooO!! late again i know. when ppl's watching season 2, im like watching season 1!!?? well. at least ive influenced al to catch it. nxt up wld b prisc.. haha.. she's stuck with anime for now. So everyone.. im MISS ANTM, or u can call me Mrs Miller. aaahhahahahahhaa.. okok i better stop it or al's gona kill me.. **ahem** mrs kang larrr!!! **serious face**

itchy finger-ed me went to apply OT tmr frm 6pm-11pm. bahhh who can resist a day of wrk with dbl pay!? hmmm if i ever leave sunshine co, its gona be the people i miss... barry, Key, thanks for advises tt u guys gave me in the car.. wld give it great thought... and THANKS FOR THE LIFT HOME!!!! LOVE U GUYS! :)

i aint studying.

2006-11-08T01:24:00.000+08:00

what can i do when i aint got the mood to study?? B-L-O-G BLOGGGG!

Weather these days are so uber cool/rainy/windy. how can i not slack a lil more in bed!? ahhh but 3pm is a tad too much i know. at this rate, im never gona get a tan before i hit the airplane for germany. i wanted to be a tan-asian there in the white ppl's land!! then again.. im gona be all covered up.. no one can see my bod cept for my face. AND as many ppl have always teased me... i DO NOT tan my face. its always covered in sunblock/cap/towel. Come to think of it.. no point tanning myself. haha

Ohhh ive decided to do something bout my "hello-arms" P/S: hello arms= flabby arms... where u wave hello, and those arms wld echo and ripple and vibrate along with it!? haa.. my hello arms are getting out of ctrl. cant do too much exercise since i tore my ligaments before... but ive GOTTA DO SOMETHING!!! they're waaayyyyy out of ctrl. Flabsy looking piece of pork. Is there any any any anyyyy plastic surgeon who can move my flabs and my love handles to my boobs?? in that way.. im still REAL, and it aint a plastic surgeory! haha...

was having a conversation with al abt dawn yang that day... he says shes fake! HMPH! how could he!!! i think she's pretty! and im a fan of any/every pretty girl. bitchy/fake/bimbotic/crazy alike. been blog surfing these days... and i really love bloggies of those pretty girls! hah.. damn. most of them come from jesse's blog. hah. yes. im still straight. just that girls attract me more.. guys.. bahh!!

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Oh work. i dislike work. i so so so dislike it now. feel a lil pressured 2 hit my calls/hr... info aint that readily available now that Adrian aint sitting behind me, and my Team managers arent as approachable. i even have to email to those financie ppl on my own! it doesnt feel like home there. i dont even have a fixed sitting position to call my own. Just today, somebody told me to sit ELSEWHERE. right infront of the managers. what an effed up placed. . . placing me right under his nose! ugh. When cheah asked me hows work and all, id say its the same. work mah... yeah. indeed. Work was like home lastime.... now work's like work. =( im dragging every cell of mine to that place... figuring out where i should sit, what i should do, praying tt the next ass that calls wont be an idiot. thank god its a part time job. If i were to work there full time... id... id... id..... ok id prolly wont procrastinate that much. haha..

It feels like hols now. YAY!!! merry xmas!!! hhaaa.. ok. nevermind. studytime.

pre LM

2006-11-06T14:31:00.000+08:00

Prisc is so right. Its so hard to tear my lazy ass of the bed when its raining... No number of alarms or phone calls can do the job. id just snooze the alarm, answer the calls, and head back to sleep! with or without air con. Just sleeeeppp

bumming around these days, maybe because ive already studied this module for the test? maybe becuase i know that the exam aint gona be relevant to the text? maybe because i am NOT gona read the text? maybe because its just afew lecture notes? maybe because im lazy... Most likely la... like prisc said.. holiday-ing already.. hah..

i dont see how i can "fail" this paper... as long as it gives room for crap n bullshit... im sure id pass.. unlike DC! **grumbles** ok.. lets not get started.

So many things to do, so little time, even lesser $$$. haha..

Random pix:

When hurricane val invaded the study room...

FwoaHhh that was before my finance paper. notes here notes there. prisc call, dig for notes.. rough paper... fly evvery where..

Ooohh.. i like this shot! cool! hah. comes with the template of my phone.. charlie and leonard. my work neighbours, and fellow crappers.

Funny pic.. didnt realize it'll turn out tis way.. leonard looks as tho he's crying cuz we wont take pictures with him :P

Post BF

2006-11-03T03:00:00.000+08:00

POST exams not-s0-blues.

Today's finance aper was a stunner. Its the first time ive gotta do a "mathsy" paper, with no need for working, why? cuz all they want is answers. u get it right, u get the mark, wrong by 0.01, u're WRONG! stunning. I wont fail thats for sure. but there goes my hopes for scoring well. to wat i noe so far, lya and prisc are kinda ganjiong over it.. if u're seeing tis babe... DONT WORRY! its weighted avg.. it cant be as bad as my DC paper.

Throughout this whole exams, ive popped a total of 10 (plus today 2 more) = 12 pimples!!! that's quite a mean feat for me. i dont mean pus oozing, big red shiny glossy, bulls eye pimples. Some are bigger, some are smaller, harder to squeeze, self popped, ... just glad pimples ^12 (^ = to the power) didnt decide to pop up all at 1 go.

Just for laughs la.. a tribute to those who think today's paper totally suck.

If i were to grow 2 pimple per month, with a discouting factor of 5%, how many pimples would i get in a year?
PV= 2[1-(1.05^-12)]/0.05=???
is it right!?

NO! because we used the Effective Anunual Rate, and not the Nominal Interest rate! **RoaRR!!** or is it the other way round? hah.. crap.. =P

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The night before was one horrible night. Due to the fact that i woke up late in the day... i couldnt sleep on the night before the finance paper. but i HAD to! paper was at 10am, and i had to wake up at say 7??? which leaves me 6 hrs of slp if i slept at 1am. But Noooo.. i had to study until 3am!!! cuz i really couldnt sleep and i was gettting nervous. Thats not the end. from bout 3.15 i was in bed... i toss-ed, turn-ed, flip-ed, flopp-ed, curse-ed, pray-ed, count-ed sheeps/bunnies/dogs/donkeys/monkeys/honkies.., tear-ed, scream-ed, drift-ed, sing-ed (just incase someone insults my english again, i DO KNOW that the past tense of sing is sang thank you.) ... i did everything i could! but i just couldnt get to sleep!!! prisc was suppose to wake me at 7, told her 2 change to 730 instead... i think i finally fell asleep at 545.. about the time my parents got up... AND prisc CALLED ME AT 7 BECAUSE SHE DIDNT GET MY MSG!... 1hr 15 mins of sleep.. and a math paper to go.. thats the ultimate combo for doom.

nevertheless, the immensely lengthy calculation for 1 pathetic mark, and the ultra lack of time kept me awake throughout. Headed to Jurong point to meet charlie... and i even had work at night. ugh. oh.. CHARLIE!.. gosh she's a "bad friend".. but i love her.. cuz she bought me ear rings. (yes, i do accept bribes)... shall decline to comment on what ive bought today, how much i spent, wat i spent on. that's private n confidential... i hear my pockets ripping, skinny piggy bank squealing, and coins tinkling.. cuz thats all ive got! =P .... alright. i know ive gotta b a lil more prudent here... but i totally enjoyed shopping today! WooHooO!!! and to add on, i received my clothes from catwalk spree! yay! so many new clothes, no ocassion to wear.. raHh.. al has to come back quick, or else no one to pat-tor with, no ocassion for new clothes. dressing up n goin out wif prisc is also fun! but she's seldom game for it...

Did a "fashion-parade" where i had 2 amuse al with my new buys. hah. now name me a girl who has enough pretty clothes and doesnt want more!? comeon ladies.. we all love shopping... face it guys.. u cant stop us! hah.. y not JOIN US!!! haha..

This post is a lil chaotic and bimbotic, bound to garther more sniggers, weird tags, spits, and detest... ehh.. like i care... (ok yes i do care! just acting like i dont).... i rem how jac reacted when she had tags tt are super against her back then... hah... there's only ONE reason she receives such comments. **they're noticing her** =P hah. like they say bad publicity is better than NO publicity.. So, save ur antagonizing comments. or tags.. i dont appreciate them. living in a world of delusion IS good.. so just leave nice tags. id love u! rahhhh..

getting a lil cranky.. high on choya. WhOoPs!! HEY! its alcohol too k.

nights all... need 2 slp... but im still waiting for al to finish cooking dinner.. =S chef in the making! :)

1 more paper to go.. its almost 37 hrs since ive had sleep... and i dont consider that 1 hr pls as "sleep..".. its called napping..

Snooze = dozing off on the table
Nap= 1-3 hours of sleep
Inadequate, Disturbed sleep = 3-8hours
Sufficient sleep= 10-12 hours
Hibernation = 16 hours...

I want my Hibernation!! hahaa.. i know sleeping's a total waste of time. but it makes u lose weight. cuz u skip meals, while having a feast in dream land..

key to happiness

2006-11-01T18:08:00.000+08:00

"Key to happiness" :well that's the name of tis bouquet larrr... :)

That's what came through the door today... des was home 2 get them for me.. or they'd prolly be stolen.. hah..

Thanks hon!! =) despite me telling you time and time and timeeee and again NOT to do it... u still did. hahaa.. i never fail 2 be facinated by how they look ... but tis time the flowers i got arent as nice as those in the pic. cuz roses aint in full bloom yet. nevertheless.. THEY"RE SO GORGEOUS!! =) u really know my taste!

back to studies... tmr's Finance.. ugh... then.. LM.... then im FREE!!! den its time for my trip... hee.. at long last.. ive got enough $$ for expenses there. heh... well. expenses b4 i go wld b kinda high... there's bro's bdae, prisc bdae, carol's bday, al's bday, xmas presents.. i gotta do my hair, nails, face.. FwoAhhh... that's gona be an awful lot already. cham...

i will NOT work OT... i dont like working OT anymore... i wont be in the same cluster aniway.. sigh..

Post DC

2006-10-28T02:17:00.000+08:00

IGNORE THIS POST.

its like for val's info only.. so...

Skip it. please. i mean...

just scroll... see! so long.. so!? skip it larr!!! why read.. shoo..

and i mean it. ugh..

i havent even read it.

one day, when i do... i hope i wont shed another tear...

in short, today has been a long day,

but tmr's a new day...

ok. im like really depressed. when i saw the paper i was in a state of shock. until i realized that everyone else around me knew what they were doing.. then i knew wat was happening.. im totally LOST! it wasnt because i didnt study.... i really studied!!! i studied very hard too!!! god knows how had i studied. =( i started early... i worked late. i took leave etc.. but at the end of the day. it was all for nothing. i knew nuts about the paper.

Section A
20 t/f.. id b happy if i could get through that... and like get wat? 13/20?

Section B
3 choose 2
1st question.. can crap. but its all crap. no theory no logic, no nothing..
2nd qn. all formulas! worst still same formula for ALL PARTS! and i had no idea wat that formula was all about. oh oh oh wait. here's the better part its just fig A times fig B... ohhh wait.. here's the best part. i got it CORRECT!!!!!! just that i didnt do this qn in the end too risky.
why? cuz i didn qn 3! all crap again and i got it wrong. sighh...

i left the hall hoping tt ppl didnt know how 2 do so tt they'd moderate. but NO.. everione knew how to do.. everyone except me.... im doomed for sure.. went to the toilet.. met prisc.. and i knew i haf 2 b prepared for the worst. its the 1st time i take a paper, only to come out knowing im doomed...

walked to the busstop in a daze.. msn'd al on the way to work.. and i almost broke into tears as i was telling him about it... msged mum, and she called me as i was on the IBP bus... my voiced changed immediately when she asked if i was fine... my voice was breaking up, and there seem to be a lump on my throat.... and then tears started streaming down... that was the first... went to work... i looked like a ghost expressionless and not the usual me... and what? everione tells me things like.. "its ok! be a tai tai!" or "its ok! will moderate" or "Pls lar... everitime ppl say fail never fail"... even "nvm fail fail lor.. nxt sem take again" or "concentrate ur energy" or "look forward 2 the next paper" or "u never know till the results are out".. oh gosh. these words make me feel worst. they make me PONDER more... ugh..

work however was a "cherry" time for me... i was super nice to customer, talking to them took my mind off studies for the moment. and today was apraisal 4 me.. hey. i did well!! really well!! wow.. i improved by 20% and that's a feat in a call center! ohhh and i got a high grade for customer svc :D whEeeee.... sometimes..i really love my job. really do... heh.... too bad tt i cant stay there always...

when i got back home... watched tv, chatted with al.... checked if i can take it next sem again etc... i finally broke down.. i cried and cried and cried.. yes i know what a cry baby. ugh. to think i was saying that its impossible to fail exams . i eat my words now. eating it, and im very very full. but i really studied. i really really really did. if i didnt study i deserve to fail. but..... **wails**

the 1 person.. who's in my shoes. and i know this sounds a lil sadistic, (but she feels the same) is Lya.. i think she's just like me, and she's gona flunk the paper too. i was happy when i talked 2 her online. cuz she's upset! no. im not happy cuz she's upset. but becauz she's as upset as i am, and she says the things tt made me happy. and vice versa. lya... i hope we'd pull through... we will... we will... **fades off**

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Here comes the second blow of the day. i dont know if i should even be talking about this.. but i guess id just have to blog it, since its a "memorable" day of my life... Chatted with james online as he's helping me with a favour. told him about my predicament. and he was trying 2 make me feel better just like everyone else have... he bought me ILT frm 651. put it outside my door. that's my alltime fave drink... i really appreciate him making me happy... but its over between us... and i hope that he isnt getting the wrong idea.. hence i msged him to thank him, at the same time to clarify things.

im in a whirl pool of emotions now... why!? cuz he has changed significantly.. he use to be the guy who wont admit his mistake easily.. and he's kinda selfish at times too.. but now, he's even admitting that he was selfish in the past... he isnt trying to win me back... he's just happy for me that im happily attached to a great guy. He's happy that im happy, no doubt he still loves me, and he's not the guy im with. Is that what you truly call love? i wish there was 2 me. 1 to make him less sad.... 1 to stay with al, so id b happy and al'd b happy.

Here's his words which brought much tears: (as tho its not enough for today)

He said that he's never thought that id give him another chance and he'd keep me as a good friend always.

he's happy ive got a good bf, knowing that im much happier now he's happy for me too! he knows that he did wrong things in the past, and that was because he wasnt comitted and took everything too "cooly", and was selfish in the past. he's even understanding himself better now and changing for the better!

He's been having sleepless nights, and everynite he was "talking" to me in attempt to fall asleep.. telling himself that he once had a great gf, and he lost it since he didnt treasure.. he'd always regard me as a special friend even if he were lucky enough 2 get another gf

he knew that i never meant to leave.. just that the selfish side of himself... had made me do so.. the selfish side which himself failed to see and realize...

he knows it isnt my fault.. and im not to be blamed... he'd always be a good friend and a guardian angel of mine.. and he means it..,

it was right for me 2 find my own happiness

he told me to let go and treat him like a normal friend.... fromt he day he told me he felt close to me, he knew that he'd never be able 2 treat me like a friend should we break up. cuz im like family to him...

his sadness will slowly subside. and he wants me to be happy

he wont forgive me, cuz he's never blamed me...... he said its his fault that he couldnt give me security

he cant forget me cuz of all my traces.. but he'd move on as he's stronger.... he has dreams, aspirations... and that i thought him how to understand a girl.

its my life... and shld go ahead and be happy! he wont blame me for choosing what i want an my happiness...... he thanked me for the sweet memories

he realizes tt guys are bastards and they will never realise something nomatter who tells them.. and its only when something bad hapens.. that they know it..

i cry after every msg i receive from him. it makes me cry even harder. all of a sudden. my paper seems like a small matter. i can retake the paper nxt sem. even if i had to retain another sem, these time can be earned back. but i lost him forever. i choose to give up. because he just wasnt the person i could love. he was selfish with his love. its only when i left him and found my greatest happiness that he had to change.

This is a vicious cycle. had i not leave him, he'd never have changed. had he change earlier, id never have left... now that i left, i wont go back, and he has changed. Isnt this ironic? but this is life isnt it.... i feel as tho ive ruined him. i asked him if my happiness would be his sadness... and he said that he'd be happy if im happy... at his point... im sobbing beyond control and that's because im clueless and ive got no idea what to do. my future with al, is like HERE. yet my past is creeping in on me once more.

how can i ever have a happy life, when i know someone's being sad while im being happy!? its like a tragic ending for us. but it has come to an end... Life's full of unpredictable stuff... im the type that likes a clean break. i wanted to make this a clean break. it has. but now..... it has just came back... its the first time ever in my whole life that i am placed in such a predicament. no it isnt a predicament, cuz he isnt asking me back as he know i wont..... im just upset that i made him so sad... im so sorry james. i really didnt mean for things to go this way. i dont want u upset. but how can i make u feel better!? there's only one me. and the choice is obvious. i dont want that old life. tho u've changed... but its because of me you've changed. what can i do to make u feel better? please forgive me... forgive me for being selfish... for looking for my own happiness, for falling in love all over again. i dont wish to hurt u furthur.

i wish i could have a hard knock on my head, so id forget all that's happened.... not because the good memories are terrible, but because i cant seem to live a happy future knowing that he's happiness is at stake. it would be so much better for me to hate him than to be guilt ridden... but like he said. im not guilty of anything........ the vicious cycle... remember? it seems as tho life's a big joke now. hah

just when i thoughtt the situation was so so terrible... things took a sudden turn, and seemed small and insignificant. my current trouble with james... isnt exactly a trouble. its a stone in my heart, weighing it down... i wish al was here, to hug me and tell me its okae... i wish he was here to hold my hands... saying that its alright as he'd always be by my side.... al brought hope of a nice and brighter future. how can i ever unturn the stone in my heart. Please be happy james. cuz if dont.. it'll be hard for me to! whenever i take a peek into the past... id see a glimmer of you. please let me walk ahead..... i cant walk back u know that. i cant and i wont. so why make me slow down.... u've let me go.... yet why am i feeling held back?

Al... u're entertaining the "elders".... when u c this, hope u wont feel offended by this post... a blog entry to me...... is like a memory.... this is a memory.. just a memory...... only a memory...... soon to be a faraway memory. do u feel my sadness?? and ive only had 1 meal today and im not hungry. somethings wrong! im tired. its 3.30. and ive been crying since 12.... 3.5 hrs. power house. cry baby. freak.

good bye sadness.. hello happiness! praise the lord!

Post EG

2006-10-25T16:03:00.000+08:00

the ethics and governance paper today was kinda predictable... Hmm think i did ok.

Its a 3 hr paper, and i stepped out in 2hr30mins! heh. that's usual. but today.. its REALLY different. i was like midway through, and i needed the toooiiiiilet... to add on, it was really cold, and im terribly sleepy... so the onli thing which kept me awake throughout was the "pee-ful-ness" and coldness.

hmmm everyone said tt they didnt have enough time to write.. well... for me.... bahh shallnt comment. i think i did O-Kaeee larr.. prolly wont score a distinction tho. credit if im lucky. hah shall keep my fingers crossed. i SO dislike exams.

i mean.. who likes them!? gRrr.. but guess i beta learn to "appreciate" them.... only 3more ppr nxt sem n 3 more this sem!.... then its job hunt time.. bahHhh....

some people are lucky, yet they're oblivious about it. Some ppl already have it all, yet they want more. Some dont have much, yet act like they do.

I like what i have now. Kinda contented. tho it'd do much betta with a lil help along the way... But somethings just needs divine intervention =(

Time for an afternoon nap.. weather's great for napping. Mugg tonight! i love Realarcade games!!!! =)

MIA

2006-10-23T13:11:00.000+08:00

been MIA-ing for abit... gona continue to do so till 10th Nov.

Ciaoz peeps

RaHhh!!!

2006-10-12T23:40:00.000+08:00

i always feel so drained after work. As much as i love the job. Im starting to feel the strain... Its especially taxing since ive gotta work AND study at the same time. Stress is building up ever more than before since its the exam period. It may seem like a short working hr.. 5 hrs.... but STILL.... once i reach home. id switch on my lappy, sit on my chair and id feel glued there. All the happiness and chirpiness in me seem to have vanished!

i feel so sick and so dull now. after exams, i doubt id be applying for OT. i really do not not not not like working anymore. (not now at least)... i am so so tired. i rather stay home and do nothing! ugh... i feel more so this way.. especially now that my team's gona be "disbanded"... we'd be with the "real" working adults now. (as quoted by someone). So you think they're "real" working adults and we arent? just because we work part time and our main commitment is not work, doesnt lower our self expectations nor our work quality. If we wanted to, a fulltime job at our command ANYTIME. bastard...

Last proj to be handed in tmr. ugh. time to get it off my back. and its down to STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY! bahhh... this is a piece of bullshit.. this whole working thing.. control temper.. hang in there.. be strong..you can do it.. tough girl.. independent girl stuff is getting on my nerves. SOMEBODY PASS ME $$$$ please! ive decided that im not gona subject myself to these mental torture any longer. I need to get my priorities right. Unlike some people who get $$ from parents every month and spend it like nobody's business.. i CANT and i WONT. i wont find excuses for myself. id just simply have to shop less... eat less... save more. yes basically shop less. To all you lucky people out there who gets $$$ for doing nothing, and think ur parents are obliged to give u $$ and u can just splurge like there's no tomorrow and think that $$ comes from the sky. Im envious. and i want to be in ur shoes. BOoO!!!

my week

2006-10-10T01:08:00.000+08:00

Its a MONDAY and ive got the BLUES. prolly cuz the test didnt go well. It was a piece of crap... sigh. guess that means id have to study harder for my exams. Or rather... maybe i should study LESS! cuz irregardless of how much i study, this module is still a nonsensical pile of bull sH*t.

Went for supper with ONE BIG BUNCH of ppl. Mostly from class A whom i dont know and ive never seen before.. vic and eve's friends.. so my table consists of only me, prisc, vic, n eve.. we ate at killney (is it spelt tis way?) kopitiam.. cost us bout $50bucks in total. food was good... SUPPER anyone!? *next time i mean..* im so full that i feel like puking now. oHhh as to why i feel like puking... its because of someone's DRIVING!! kelin sent prisc n i home... i tell u.. he should audition for Initial D part 2... i was literally flung from center to left, right back 2 left side on the back seat... his nissan sunny's a powerhouse viking ride... with his speedometer, vacumeter watevermeter... ahhh.. irregardless thanks for the ride.

Random pix for the week...

5.68 MILLIOn!!! shared by leonard myself n charlie... leonard wants to buy bayshore... charlie wants the $$ for i dont know what... and I, wanna buy SENTOSA COVE!!!!
oh.. and the very fact that im still working, studying and typing in peace at my own room (w/o my body guard), neither have i got onto my private jet to germany to see al.... it means we DID NOT GET A SINGLE CENT!

AHHH.... virgin ToTo buyer mah.. lack of beginner's luck sumore. we didnt even get a single number right! to make things worst.... (prisc said i was playing bingo).... i matched the digits with the results and i CROSSED OUT whatever number that wasnt there! for those totovirgins like myself... you are NOT supposed to deface the ticket in anyway. be it tick, cross, circle, puke blood on it etc... (thankfully we didnt get anything right) hahaa... ohh.. when selecting numbers, we each gave afew digits.. i gave number 55.... (max is num 45...) hahaha.. so ive became the butt of the joke. and everione said if num 55 comes out, id get 1st prize! :P

DRIED FLOWERS *in the process*

prisc is a dried flower expert n im learning from her! so she told me to hang the flowers upside dwn before it totally withers... not sure if its gona work tis time but see what an ingenius method ive got! hahaaa.. i tied them all to a hanger! and its hung away from the rain, IN MY BALCONY! yay!! lets hope they turn out all nice n dry... n i can keep them in a beaUtiful jar.

Jappy Food

Jasper just got back from Japan... and look what he got!! a mickey glove card holder frm disney land.. and lotsa tit bitsie!! =) i have no idea wat's written on it but it tastes real good.. ONE DAY!!! i WILL go to disney land! and unleashh the kid in me.. nah.. the "kidish" side of me is constantly out. hah

BED TIME (soon).... had a wonderful and peaceful week.. days ahead would be just as good for me! i know it would =)

Happy 3 months darl!!

2006-10-02T12:13:00.000+08:00

Here's what came to my door tis morning.. Happy Monthniversary hon... =)

Was wondering if id be able to receive flowers again this month and I DID!!!!!!! flowers with my fave SUMMER HILL!

I took pictures of my own.. but i was napping and hence my eyes were still still half closed as i was admiring the flowers... it looks so much beta in real life.. guess somebody's like Fareastflora's Premium member already! hahahaa...

Thank u for the B-E-A-Uuuuutiful flowers... and for knowing my fave scent and my every need. But please dont spent so much next time... maybe just a stalk of flower la.. hehee.. tsk tsk tsk... im gona take extra care with these flowers... and make sure i scrimp and save on using them... maybe use it only when im in germany!? hahaa

I Love u! and THANK YOU! u never fail to brighten up my day =)

Chiesing's 21st

2006-10-02T01:24:00.000+08:00

Here's a Tribute too Us...
the girls who never grew taller after sec 2 (dont bluff.. i know u girls didnt grow much either!) the team of girls who'd never forget our team, ur coaches... and Most importantly, the Bunch of girlies who are forever young at heart! despite our age.. we're STILL kidish. hah. imagine a VAL X 12.. hahaha disastrous... well... i shallnt discredit them they're mostly milder than me. but they're really fun loving la. u'd see...

Pix were taken on Chiesing's 21st bday party.. been owing the pix for some time.. here's for all 2 view! :)

The big red ang pow.... PRESENT i mean. not me. tsk!

Photowhoring on the way there... PASIR RIS lehhhh

The start of stupid photo taking .. hahaha..

Multiply bonkers phototaking by a few times.. and u get...........

and..........

There's no end to creativity is there!! hahaa

Double chins!?

No prize for guessing which's my feet =)

at this juncture.. im lookin back at all the pix ive posted.. and i think we're really really really crazily silliliy childish... hahahahaha (that includes me as weLL) i cant ever do such silly things with other ppl.. no one wld entertain me if i wanted 2 take such shots.. (prolly key and prisc would) hahaa.. but that night was full of laughter... lots n lots of them.... it was a really fun night. time for more "normal" photos.

I call this... a SHOOTING STAR! artistic aye!?

that's Myself and Leeying... my busmate of... 4 years? 3.5? we take 154 to sch everymorning rain or shine.. (when there's classes and training lar!) and she'd buy bfast for me too! the peanut pancake thingie... I know she's irreplacable.. but if there's anyone in my life now tt most resemble her... its prolly prisc. both so motherly n loving :)

That's rach... my partner for doin those situps and "gang qiu" and "set qiu" .. ahh nvm. u dont know what i mean anyway.

ohh.. i forgot.. PRESENTING the birthday girl... and of course... we were'nt involved. u know id never get myself THAT dirty.. ever!

That was a shagadelic day i tell u... we were posing lar.. haha

Who were missing that night? there was Chunrui whom i havent seen since 16, there's Jiayin who recently added me on MSN but i never get 2 chat wif her cuz im always away. AND miss BUBBLES GOH JIN WEN!!!! who's in australia... and wishing she was here. we missed her :)

I think we all grew a little.. i mean come on! nxt year, we'd b friends for a DECADE. and if we havent grew.. i really dont know wat happend truout these years..... sigh at least i say growing.. nxt time id b saying tt we're ageing. haha.... we've all grown prettier.. and RIPPED off from Jinwen's blog.. and thanks to xinlun... here' how we USE to look like..

West zone champions!!!! and subsequently NATIONAL CHAMPS!!!!

That's US, in our fave jersey, CONVERSE jersey, kneepads, long socks, and ugly mizuno shoes. AND AND AND our MEDALS... the block behind is the D&T block.. where those guys would file their artefact and oogle? did they oogle? hmm girls with such short underwear looking shorts. how not 2 oogle!? i mean.. im putting words in their mouth..but i guess they prolly did... i know we dont look hot inthese pix. but i think back then we WERE hot by sec school girls standard.. hmphhhh *at least hotter than lians..*

Just incase anyone of u havent recovered from your Peals of laughter and are still rolling on the ground laughing ur guts out abt how retro and how BAD we look, NAH!!! i assure u we're all so much prettier.... i aint gloating and im not sayin im like DAMN pretty.. aaahahaha.. but prettier than b4 lar!!! ALL of us look so much beta now... if u STILL are laughing. go post a pic of ur self tt was taken 10 yrs back.. go go!! rem 2 sent he the link n let me laugh!~ hahahaha. :P

This pic is missing afew ppl.... haha.. 9 out of 12 not bad right? try to match the faces.. :)

Left to Right, from the top row... (old pix) Jiayin, Chiesing, jinwen, myself, chun rui, rachel, xiuyi, jieqin, xinlun, tingyi, hueyming, leeying.
(edited pic... there u go jinz..)

Till we meet again girls.. =)

OPI Polishes

2006-09-29T13:56:00.000+08:00

Im so backdated with blog entries... i wana blog..but everytime i wana do tt, id remember prev pix which ive yet 2 post.. n EVERY TIME i attempt to host the pix, it either hangs or takes damn slow... sigh.. i wana blog bout my pokie party, and cs's 21st day with the vball gal. =( Given my very limited time... please make do. hah

Here's what came into my mailbox tdy! This pic does not do justice to them i swear... L-R: Lincoln Park after dark, Beyond Pink, mrs O'Leary, Veryberry, and reved up Red-y!! wOoHooo!!! Mrs oleary was quite a disappointment tho. Reved up(the one on the far right) is BEAUuuutiful! it belongs to the mustang series of OPI... =) Enough of shopping/online shopping tis month. Time to focus on projs n the importants. hah

Along with tis package, i rcved a package from al... =) thank you darling! would read it tonight! i love u!

stpid old man

2006-09-25T02:35:00.000+08:00

Why I refuse to stand up for old mans anymore!!! I tell u.... These old man r full of shit! Or rather THIS old man! Was on the train towards cityhall and all od a sudden tis old man crossed my path and his pants ruffled against my toes... Naturally.. Being the nice val I always am, I stood up n offered him my seat... (right.. Go ahead n puke ur guts out.. Haha) he looked at me... Seemingly bashful, n said... "no no..." I was like... Ok... "u don't want the seat?" I had to chk since he didn't seem quite proficient in english. He had the guts to say tt IT WAS MY CROSSED FEET THAT WAS IN HIS WAY!! For gods sake!! The train was not packed at all! (at tis point... Most of u wld prolly tink tt my legs stick out while I'm crossing it) but alas! The wonders of a cam phone!

Tadahhhh

There u go... U see! He's on the right, my legs r here.. It aint crossed till it can trip someone... And that man dare to say tt its my feet! Look at the available space for him to walk arnd!! Even if ur legs r crampish you'd still haf space to walk larhz! Rahhh.... Unreasonable old poke... All you egoistic young punks wld end up being like him!....

I think tt old man... OoPs... I mean kor kor doesn't wana b known as an old man... He doesn't need n don't like ppl to stand up n offer him a seat... I must haf hurt his prideeeeee.... Grrrr

I'd still offer nice old ladies my seat lah! haha

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Really random pic... JU On!!!

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Still waiting for pix frm chiesing's bday party.... hahaa... they look great!! and i had great fun!! =) hehehe... Girls!! Missed u all!!! and i feel tt we havent aged a day! hahahhaa... dont 4get our 10th aniversary nxt year :)

sighh.... back to Projects.... after getting a HD for the finance paper.. there's still EG essay, LM test... and 4 exam paper. WHICH would all b over in 7 weeks!? woW! that's really scary... :S Wont be blogging for sometime (not as if ive been blogging alot these days)... NO TIME lahhh. :)

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Sorry Al.. been in a really bad mood these days.. thanks for tolerating.. i love u...

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Prisc.. tried 2 call u 2dae.. no ans tho.. miss nappy pig.. =) hope things are doing good for u! (K)

DC Proj

2006-09-13T01:51:00.000+08:00

huiling just told me tt prisc n my part have to add another 500 words. i mean.. WHERE to add 500 words when we're already done!?!??!?! i tot we just needed 1000???? GOSH!!! to make things worst.. prisc has already done william's part.. AND she's not around.. she's in msia.. which makes me the sole "respondee" (i know there's no such word) of adding the additional 500 words, at the same time "cooking"up stories for additional parts which i never knew exists!!!...

to add on.. test is in afew days... i am really panicky bout it... wont be able to do as well as i want to due to time constrain..... and exams are up real soon. gosh.. so is 2 more projs and 1 more test. ohhh man man man... jialat this time. to make things worst.. ive still gotta work.. and i miss al!.. hardly have time to chat with him these days. he misses me too! ohhhh gosh gosh gosh....

despite all the tiresome troublesome problemsome stuff..... i know that things would be fine. =) hehe... all things would be good. okae okae.. some may say im getting a lil preachy.. but im sure god will see me through. william wld prolly say "screw it".... or others may think otherwise. HOWEVER i do believe that he'd see me through. and that's all tt matters! haaha.. im a lil jittery and panicky.. but. can la! i know it'll work out! :D

k la k la.. nuff of blogging. heh... gota go write more words. or i REALLY dont need 2 slp already! PRISCY I WANA EAT SEAFOOD TOOO!!!!!!

p/s: i love the poem darling. thank you =) **HuGgz**

Friendship..

2006-09-04T12:42:00.000+08:00

These days.. I'm really starting to wonder if females in general can truly have a platonic relationship with the masculine-egoistic-Iamsogreat- gender.. Maybe its just me.. My closer friends are ALL female.. Haha. Those whom I can really talk to, n share a nice conversation with, without feeling self conscious.. They're all female. Girlie girls. Who happen to b on the better looking side! Haha. Nope, I don't choose friends..I just happen to get along better with them.

Afew regrets in this short 21 years would b not constantly keeping in touch with these people who left an impact in my life. Am I dying!?!? I've been meeting up with people whom I've not met in ages.. N I feel the need to meet up with more of them.. Enjoy each other's company, maybe even catch up on the goof old times. Haha.. A lil sentimental huh..my point exactly! Am I really dying!? Hahaha. Irregardless.. Life is really short. Too short to nurse grudges.. Too short to waste.. Too short to keep things to yourseld. There's so much to do, with so little time.. You never know when anyone may leave this world completely. So? Just be happy with whatever we do. So that IF we don't die so soon... At least we won't b regreting 10 20 years from now.. Thinking what we should have, could have, or would have done.

Afew girlies in my life.. Whom I hold close to my heart. For some, we've been through things together.. Had our fun.. Arguments.. I treasure them. I always have. May not have explicitly shown them, but they've always had a special place in my heart.

Firstly there's always prisc, my siti nuraliza lookalike.. No need for too much mention bout her.. Cuz her name's always popping up on my blog very often. And key chua.. Who goes mia at times, but I'm meeting up with her next wed! *I've no idea what a roomwarming gift should b, hope you'd like what I got u.

Poly mates whom I've shared a special friendship with includes xinhui.. Jac.. They're voth as good looking as b4. Xinhui's this long haired babe, while prettier now! Haha.. Jac's this attitudinal girl, who doesn't give a damn bout how others may think of her as long as she feels right bout things.. That's what I call self confidence. Haha. *if you're reading this jac, its a compliment for sure*

Sec sch? None played a greater role than my vball mates.. If you've never been a jss vball player, you'd never know what its like.. Haha. From the never ending sweeping of courts, booking of the few pathetic shower rooms, leave forms which allows us to 'rest' instead of attending classes.. The very 1st time we took off our skirts n wore our 3jiao ku, the 1st time we got trashed so bad by primary school kids.. (Our very first opening match...man... Were we bad). To our 1st west zone championship, nationals... Where the whole sch would b wishing us luck.. Cheering 4 us at our match.... Jurong... The school where sports people rule... N the lians n bengs don't call the shots.. However.. During matches.. Even the 'paikias' root for us! Haha.. The 12 of us took teamwork very literally... When laoshi told us tt we need teamwork.. We bought similar bags n waterbottles... We had lunch together despite having our own clique of friends.. We made sure not 1 of the 12 of us got left behind... Even the best player.. N the lousiest player were friends.. We sang like nobody's biz in the bus on our way to matches.. From the latest 933 songs back then, to our traditional vball song.. Had boyfriends... Most of them assholic bball players.. Had crushes... Where jinwen likes bingwen n the whole world knows... Haha.. (oh pls don't c this jinz haha)... Much more memories.. But given the fact tt I'm typing this on d train... Girls... If anyone of u happens to c tis right now.. I'm sure u share my sentiments..

There's also my dotter iris n lydia.. Whom I've got to know after getting tgt with eric.. The guy may b gone... Gut girlie friendship stays... =) met up with lyd on sat... Had a niceeee chat =) hang in there girl...

There's june whom I can really relate to... N I wish she' get a good guy... =)

Lastly Shimin n celin... I wish nothing went wrong between us back then... My greatest regret... Why? Cuz its not something I can get back after spending time tgt again... I can meet up with friends I miss... Catch up after years... But for the both of them.. I noe I lost them.. I saw them on the streets, but didn't say hi... I hid.. Why? Cuz I know that could have been me... Shopping happily tgt with them... My pride.. Doesn't allow me to ask why... Or what went wrong... They don't want me arnd either..

Some pix for the weekend:

THAT"S PRISC!! on her car.. so cute :P (she's gona kill me)

Jieqin, Myself, and Leeying =)

FLOWERS!!! which never fail 2 brighten up my day... thankyou al.. your suprise would be coming right up..

and......... ME! :) i swear im not naked.. sigh.. bored in the cab again mahh..

Thank god i typed all that on the train.. now im back to PROJECT! arghhh

Photoblog

2006-08-29T01:59:00.000+08:00

wow.. its been a long time since ive blogged! hah. reaaaalllly preoccupied with stuff... even now as im so tired... im still so bogged down by the neverending tonnes of work... Gona use prisc's concept of usin PEEEKCHas!!! well.. since a picture says a thousand words. mine's gona well make up for it. hah.

Lectures are always cold and boring... Especially when its a sleepy sat morning... thanks to my dear-you-know-who-u-are.. im not bored in lect =) here's a pic of me sharing the lil bit of warmth i have with her. my dear prisc. Kinda obvious who's on the right n left =)

Projects projects and more projects. never ending...

and not to mention.. there's WORK almost everynight too!! i mean.. where in the world am i gona get the $$$$ if i dont WORK right!? thank god, ive got a couple of funlovin ppl in there where... ppl whom i can snitch food from.. share lame jokes.. complain... etc =) Here's miss Charlie Low and myself.

and there are countless number of birthdays too! where everione wld get a tiny bit of cake =) HAPPY BIRTHDAY jENNY!

ahhh.. KTV! i like... =) i cant really sing. but who cares! im perfectly fine with my voice. haha.. it isnt myself im causing discomfort! hahaha... Hanyi on the left... jenny on the right...

New colleagues joining in the "fishtank".. while others are leaving... Just today... a manager wrking there for 7 years just left... his last day.. TM Benjamin... dont know him personally... but i saw tears in his eyes as he was bidding his last farewells.. touching sight... Below's a pic of June n myself.. we're in GREEN!!! she just left Sales and Retention dept... went to australia to look for her bf... or EXbf i shld say.... will b seein her often tho. hah. so no worries =)

And another old friend from back in poly days.. Meryl aka Jiaen aka ho kah yan =) she's been sitting really far away.. and we havent been talking much either.... its the "distance.." say... 4 rows back? hahaha... WE'RE IN STRIPES!!! ayah.. i look fat larrhhh... tis pic was taken way back... :( nvm nvm.. i lost weight already!!! realllly!!! *state of denial*

Been heading to the nonsensical beach of Singabloodypore~~... mad weather.. rain shine rain shine rain rain rain no shine rain couds shine =( how to get a tan u tell me...

Des and his monkey face! Went to jumbo seafood with my family a week b4 national day... des is all grown up now.. feel so proud of him. hope he'd do well for his A levels. =)

US laughing to a clip by mr brown while waiting for food =)

This is really out of no where.. hahaha.... sat lunch.. think this shades belongs to Kejin... if i dont recall wrongly.. hah.. photowhoring.

MONTHS back! ahhhh leme self proclaim.. 4 BEAUTIES! hah... *wei! cant i upgrade myself!?* hahaha.. the ballies.. Prisc, peakie, key and val =) we're still meeting this wed right!?

erm.. a lil woozy already.. had a couple of drinks... at eddie's pool party.... that's vif... ANOTHER one who just left.. sigh.... wishing her all the best in OBS =)

ahhh.. some gone.. and there's always SOMEONE left.. myself with Adrian... ah heng.. lao ban... call him anything. My boss.. sitting behind me everyday.. 38-ing.. sharing food.... bringing lotsa joy =) the reason why i have my hands on his shoulders is because............................ nevermind. those who know.. does know. those who doesnt.. then dont. hahaa

That's EDDIE!!! i tell u.. his partner's place is DAMN nice lar!!! levelz!~~ pheOowwww like some pvt hidaway. =) tis guy has the MOST number of shades EVER!!! one for every outfit. how but that. hah!

Black feet, white feet, who's feet!?!?!?

Mine and FISHBALL TAY!!!!(as to why she's called fishball.. nevermind bout that) miss tay sim hui.. haha.. its weird how we never ever ever were in the same class.. yet we happen to be in the same elective class in year 1.. and have since made it a point to be in the SAME class every sem... from dumb lifestyle classes, to FRENCH... to social etiquette.. orientation... dance choreography... cheering.. mascot.. banners.. flags... we've been there. hah.. i swear i havent met her for 1.5 years (tho she denys).... gd friends will always be good friends.. weather or not they talk.. meet.. etc.. we still would get along! hahaha had a great time catching up with her.. some shots :)

I like this! arty farty.. wasnt on purpose! hah

i like this shot! :) id see u arnd soon babe. i know u wont see this. u dont even bother surfing blogs! tsk... hope work goes well.. and those dumb ppl will stop writing STUPID comments and give u trouble :S...

erm.... LASTLY!!! more photowhoring! hah

arghhh i look erm. 1/2 naked in a cab!? hahaha i was wearing a tube! i sweaaarrrr!! hahaha bored on the way to work... =) sooo just use dopoo to SNAP SNAP SNAP! hah.. k lar the 3rd pic i was acting sweet. failed. i know.. hahaha

Photosluts will be photosluts! withorwithout make up! hah

Here's what i do at night......

First date. Enough said =) A picture can only say THIS much........ feelings and thoughts run deep tho.. =)

Nights all.... i ve sacrificed PROPPER work.. for THIS!!!!!!!! its worth it =) someday.. id look back at it.. and SMILE... having penned down my thougths... left pix of my life in this blog.. its like leaving a scrapbook of your life... you'd smile at it.. silly or UNsilly alike. =)

DOPOD 838 PRO

2006-08-19T17:06:00.000+08:00

Here's my Baby DOPOD 838 PRO

WooOhOoo!!! that's my baby!! i call her dopoo (pronounced as doh-pooh).. inspired from the dopod's original logo =) i like to give my devices names.. like my nano's called skinny, now ive got dopoo, and prisc's called "flat" / (or bian bian so she says)... etc etc... Ohh more abt bian bian in my next entry

A lil bout Dopoo:

Dimensions
112.5 x 58 x 21.95 mm

Weight w/battery
176 g

Primary display resolution
320 x 240 pixels

Connectivity option
3G, Bluetooth, Wi-Fi, GPRS/GSM, Infrared, USB
Multimedia

Maximum camera resolution
2 megapixels

Video features
Video recording, Video playback

Main processor speed
400 MHz
RAM
64 MB
ROM
128 MB

Rated battery life
5 hours

More about dopoo can be found HERE... Dopoo's

Thank you Al, Thank you Dad, Thank you M1, Thank you kokkeong.

gona read the manual... Time to head to work RD ot! :)

Goodbye James.

2006-08-18T13:53:00.000+08:00

17 Aug, Thursday. Quite an eventful day i must say. One of the most dramatic days ive lived tru in this mere 21 yrs of my life. (nope, details not included) while i was hibernating away in room, Des came in and informed that my friend was at the door. WHO could it be!? at this hour!?!?

When i went to the door, it was james.. What else could i do? i mean.. he's already at the door.. I invited him in of course. He mentioned that he's been up here a couple of times, but never had the courage to press the bell. Lucky for him today, cuz bro's home. or else id never have heard the bell. neither would i have open the door i guess. Mental note. Inform bro not to let him in, in order to save me from another akward situation.

He came to ask me back. To talk things out. He promised a better future and that he finally knew that I AM THE ONE. I really start to wonder.. when you're in a relationship (especially at this age), enter the relationship with an assumption that ur partner is prolly gona stay by ur side and u're gona get married if things go well in the next few years. I mean... being attached.. is something like a promise.. aint it!?

When he was with me... and where i WAS his girlfriend, he didnt have that "feeling" for me. (till now i've still got no idea what that "feeling" thing is about). Soooo he loved me.. YET there was no "feeling" .. where i can go purchase that "feeling" thing!?. Cuz its no where to be found aparently. I tried means and ways to acquire and instill that "feeling" in him. but failed miserably tho... or we wouldnt have parted.

Am i right to say that ONE FINE DAY when he realizes that YES VAL"S THE ONE, then good for him cuz im still with him.... and if he decides that "NO SHE ISNT THE ONE" then good bye to me... and all this while ive stayed with him was in vain!? sudden thought, what if he broke ths "lack of feeling" news to me in 7 years!?!?!?! hah. i told him straight off that he's selfish. and NO. im not going back with him. its over.

Ive got a happy life now. He did mention that there's risk in the new relationship too! Yes that's for sure. Here's an analogy, if you drive, you'd prolly get into a car accident somehow or other, be it how good a driver u are. so would u rather buy a NEW car with less risk, or a 2nd car, who's failed you time and again!? The choice is clear, im a risk taker, and im a sucker for new stuff.. Im happy with al now. Al's my new car, and this trusty new car will not fail me... hence, stashing the chance of "scraping" this new car. Im really really happy driving my new car. It feels as tho for once, ive found myself the right car, and taken the right seat.

James asked for a 2nd chance. I told him it isnt the SECOND chance. it's the THIRD. When the 2nd chance was given, it was after i damaged his car, and we made up after that. he said the feelings was back. Hey Hey hey!! but these feelings left shortly after... too late..

This is the last and final pic im gona post with him.

Ive always liked this shot, felt it was artistic, But there're many ways to intepret a picture.

This shot's bout the 2 of us. facing 2 different directions, back to back. i look a tad dreamy, while james posture looks as tho he was pissed and in command for sure.

That was life back then. Him in command, me UNDER his command, living in my dream..

That was in the past.

Ive awaken from this dream. and he's no longer in command.

Shall skip the finer details of yesterday. bahhh.. but his presense did have an "effect" on me. He had a test that day. and i was a lil worried. he's been screwing up his life, not sleeping well at night.. this n that... That morning, when he sat right before me. i knew it was over. I didnt feel that "thing" for him anymore. i didnt have the "urge" to hug him like before, neither did i feel like im the "star" of the show. Im like a bystander all of a sudden.

The whole 1 hr plus i was talking, i faced the balcony, looking at the bouquet of flowers al gave me. The flowers are withering away, but it spells promises and a future. When i looked back at james, i knew it... canot lar.. really canot. The feelings left long ago... Months back. Guess i just didnt have the courage to admit it back then. Till i met al.

James and i parted on a good note. he wished me well, and wished i could be happy. I feel the same. Good bye James. I should never have given in, neither shld i have got together with you. Id have saved us both the agony. Both good and bad memories of James are fading.. Im quite a dory fish... with all these said... I hope ive closed another chapter of my life.

His "visit" has its repecussions as well... Before i slept, had some miscommunication with al.. he thought i was having 2nd thoughts bout our r/s, and i may be leaving him for james. Silly boy. James had his chance. Now it's al's turn to take a try...

Back from PRATA

2006-08-17T02:53:00.000+08:00

Just got back frm supper with Prisc and Lyan at thomson. Prata's absolutely the BEST! had 1 roti bomb, 1 and 1/4 cheese prata. Sinful. Gona get FAT for sure. Had a great time talking bout dumb customers, thailand, and silly stuff. Guess 3 girls DO generate quite abit of noise. hah.. So Next week, we're gona conquer GEYLANG's Frog leg porridge!!!

Gonna miss them if the both go for the exchange prog. =( and if evelyn go as well, id be left without a MJ kaki at the same time! At least Al's gona be back. PheW. or it'll be ultimate lonliness.

Was suppose to go for Key's "Room Warming" session at her hall.. was confirmed ages ago.. but that girl....... cancelled it in the morning as she's gotta do some research stuff. =( guess i wont be seein her anytime soon.. Missya babe..!!!

gona go slack for abit, play more MSN games... view those online sprees iris was tellin me about.. Love days where there's no school. it feels like hols all over again. i need to catch up on studies! argh.. but ive been tinking bout the germany trip, bangkok trip, this and that.. betta snap back to reality soon man.

Blogging's getting a lil boring.. cuz life's kinda boring too. argh. when i do get some "insights" id blog again.. heh.. and WILLIAM!!! if u're seein this, please come to school. no idea why u told prisc u wont be comin 2 sch for a month.. but PLEASE APPEAR!!! dont pay sch fees for nothing yea!?

Chatting witha friend online nw. She got together with her bf for bout 4 months, and her bf left for australia... she quit her job, left for australia for a short break 2 look for him, and now he initiated a break up when she's IN AUSTRALIA!! what a bastard. I mean... if a guy can ask for a break up like 4 times in 4 months. u know he's not worth it AT ALL!! it bets my .

Speaking of which... i feel that long distance relationships are really sucha bore and sucha chore! BUT its made so much betta with lots and lots of communication, as well as a webcam and skype, and blogging to go along with it. heh... im becoming quite a guru at it! :P those of u goin overseas for exchange program, leavin ur bf/gf here in SG... leme noe... id give u some "tips".. haha.. im still "SURVIVING".. and having a great time... my relationship is getting betta even! hehe.. i charge only a nominal fee :P do sign up asap! haha

Short 1 for now

2006-08-14T15:55:00.000+08:00

Somebody's been complaining that my blog's boring.. u know who u are... haha... I admit, been rather busy these days. busy with!? mmm nothing much really.

Projects are so far so good, still on track. and ive been in slack mode i tell u... sleeping at 4am, waking up at bout 2, watch dvd, shower.. eat, head to work, chat online at night.. and the cycle goes on..

havent been doing anything.. but sleeping IS something! Think it "beautifies" me.. haha.. better skin, better bod, blahh.. just finding excuse for myself.

In the meanwhile.. just wana say how contented i am with life.. and the way things are now. Val's a happy girllll.. despite being OH SO BROKE. gota go for now. be back shortly...

My Melody + Nat day2006

2006-08-09T23:23:00.000+08:00

PRESENTING.......

MY MELODY!!!!!!

Real Name: Melody

Birthday: January 18

Birthplace: a forest in Maryland

Personality: very curious, but a little hasty at times

Friends: Flat the mouse, and a host of forest friends

Likes: baking cookies with her mom

Favorite food: almond pound cake

Most treasured possession: the red hood that her grandmother made for her

Melody's soOoOooo cute! Think she's top on my list.. after melody would be Hello tikky, i mean.. hello kitty. hah..

that aside....

Happy national day Singapore! thanks for giving me an extra day off. PheW. Went to eddie's party last nite after wrk, and it was the 1st time i saw so many many many many many gays ever! Food was good nevertheless... leonard, ad, vivian, carene and jaff went as well... had to leave early tho... went back home... washed up... did some groggy chat with al over the phone (had no idea what i was speakin most of the time.. truth i guess).. and Slept all the way till 230 in the afternoon!

Havent had sucha good slp in the longest time! then had lunch... went to bugis to collect my jeans with mum... treated her 2 desserts at "ah chew"... walked arnd 4 abit.. went home =) Short but fulfilling day. havent went out with mum for a long time, glad i have a chance to do so now. Never know when id get to do this again...

Despite being up for less than 12 hours, i feel horribly tired already. Guess id slp before 1 tonight. Feel as tho im falling sick (again) pimples popping up... =( sigh.. what can b worst...

Suprise 1 =)

2006-08-03T02:30:00.000+08:00

Look what i got today!!!

That shot's taken from the website. Taken by a pro.. But my REAL flowers are much much mucchh nicer! As im blogging, im gazing at those beautiful flowers of mine.

He didnt Forget. Nuff said.
Prisc, i wont be crying at ur house this time round...

By now the whole world knows that's my fave flowers... haha
Gona just leave the pix here.. blog more bout feelings in my other blog. Im finding it hard to blog bout relationships and feelings in this blog of mine. Dont wish to "dilute" nor "polute" the contents. Hah.. Why? Relationships are involved when it comes to blogging. Its either VERY HAPPY, or VERY UNHAPPY. More often than not, we blog for that particular person, so why expose the whole world to it? that's how i feel larr... Sooo... ive decided 2 blog elsewhere bout my r/s stuff. Just INCASE william say i waste time again.

In short. I had a grreeeaaat Day!
Received my Lovely Flowers at bout 11am.. with love alllll the way frm Germany. Next was alteration of jeans at Bugis, and shopping at heeren. Busted $$ on a new bikini from NUM, a Dress from TOSS, Lingere from FLING. FwoaHh... Big set back already. Grass eating session from now till 25th of this month.

*CROSS FINGERS** please do not reject my taxi claims or medical claims this time round. i really need the $$ for my trip..

Im feelin soooo PINK now..! BRIGHT Shocking PINK!!

Song for Prisc

2006-07-31T14:00:00.000+08:00

This Song's Dedicated to my Dear Priscy who hasnt been feeling very well yesterday.
Its a song by Fan Wei Qi in her latest album... This song's called 一个像夏天一个像秋天.

Love this part of the song especially..

如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我只是骂我几句
如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的胸怀志意我的有口无心
我离不开darling更离不开你

go download or better still, buy the CD and lend me! hahhaa
Prisc go listen k.... send it 2 u later.

Guess this song's especially applicable for girls.. with close girlie friends who've always been there for them. thanks to the many who've always been there encouraging me... guys and girls alike.

most importantly, Thanks prisc. I love u.. =) and get well soon!! *hugzz** (but i think u're well already lar.. slacking away.. damn)

Waiting for my pizza.. was about to cook noodles or something, and prisc had to tempt me, sayinthat they had this monday special, 1 supreme reg pizza, 6 piece drumlets, 1 garlic bread. =( How can i ever resist seafood supreme!!!!!

So here i am.. waiting for mr pizza to come knocking on the door.

Had a terrible dream last nite. prolly blog bout it later. hopefully it'll never come true... In the meanwhile.. i continue

Must Watchs..

2006-07-29T17:16:00.000+08:00

Prisc is goin shopping with her mum and watching Cabaret to night.. I wana go Tooooo!!!! can i have a god mum!? haha..

I wana watch movies but there's no one to watch with, i wana watch plays and musicals but i aint got the $$ nor the company. Tried watching grease once.. What a flop. Guess i can watch plays and musicals with people who really like watching them. Or it'll be a total waste of $$.

Here's my Upcoming list of TO WATCHs:

Cabaret!!!

Fei Xiang and Emma Yong's gona be in it..

Think they're gona b a good match... The last time i saw Emma Yong, was in Dim Sum Dollies.. if im not wrong.

And also.....
FORBIDDEN CITY

2nd screening if im not wrong... Ive even got 20% discount for this! ugh..

Lastly... BACK by popular Demand....
BROADWAY BENG

Missed it the 1st time round.. heard it was very SINGAPOREAN.. Saw the advert for broadway beng while watching Magic fundoshi with prisc n william for his bday... Guess id have to give it a Miss AGAIN!

Oh... Lastly... the CLASSIC of all time.. RUSSEL PETERS!!
Id pay to watch this guy LIVE! i tell u. But i dont have enough LEAVE to watch him!! BooHooHoo!!! And the tix are either $85, or $100 =(
Initially only 1 show, but they decided to have another slot at 930pm.. SEE!!! overwhelming response...

This guy's funny i tell u..... REEEAAALLLLYYY funny! His antics are still used here and there even tho i watchd his clip 1 year back? 8 mths?

Gona go for dinner with my family... JUMBO SEAFOOD!! whEee!!! and collect cash from Audio House. =)

Post number 200

2006-07-28T02:41:00.000+08:00

This is post number 200.

Been a busy day... Classes, project, work... The norms. But had a breather tho since al was grocery shopping this evening. i had time after work to chitchat with my parents.. pack up my room a lil (again) and watch a dvd. Silly bimbotic shows. My fave type. nothing too heavy.

School life has been made interesting for me by havin ppl who're fun, and at the same time irritatingly distracting!

Here's one of the many antics tt happened in school. William on my right, Prisc on my left. There we were sitting at one corner. Being the nice ME, i told william what page we were at and i flipped the page for him. he SLAPPED my had Reeeaaalllly loudly. i Stared, and i simply pinched his underarms!

ouch.. yes.. that must have hurt. but didnt let me OFF. *tsk* not a gentleman for sure.. he Pinched me toO!! As i was slightly tanner than him, my bruise didnt develop that fast. By now.. it looks like THIS:

The picture does no justice. its an understatement i tell u...
Moments later... teacups became a BERLIN WALL

i tell u... that guy's childishhhhh!!! But i enjoy playing with him in class. i contributed to his childishness too lar. Guilty as charged. Without us... Who's gona entertain prisc man!!! :P

My eye's really swollen now.. having a bad case of bak zham! as much as i wish to meet wenting tmr for lunch, it's really impossible now... cuz... yeah... i look So bad! ugh!! Gona try and study for abit when i get up..

Im waiting... and waiting... and waiting... for...??? the wait seems neverending.. Long and tiresome... But worth it.

oh.. p/s: i got Torta back!!! i rather he kept it tho. More pix of torta nxt dae. Guess torta was just a lil toy as a bridge betweent he 2 of us. When i couldnt entertain him.. at least i could act like torta could. Its Torto by the way. hah.

Summer Rain

2006-07-27T14:15:00.000+08:00

WHhhheee!!!!!!!!!!!!! When's Mambo night!?
Guess the only time i get to blast my the song is when im driving. Haha... Comeon ladies.... WHEN"S MAMBO NIGHT!!??

My Fave Retro Song =)
(SUMMER RAIN)

Whispering our goodbyes, waiting for a train
I was dancing with my baby in the summer rain
I can hear him saying nothing will change
Come dance with me baby in the summer rain
I remember the rain on our skin
And his kisses hotter than the Santa Ana winds
Whispering our goodbyes, waiting for a train
I was dancing with my baby in the summer rain

I remember laughing till we almost cried
There at the station that night
I remember looking in his eyes

[CHORUS]
Oh my love it's you that I dream of
Oh my love, since that day
Somewhere in my heart I'm always dancing with you in the summer rain
Doesn't matter what I do now
Doesn't matter what I say
Somewhere in my heart I'm always dancing with you in the summer rain

I can hear the whistle, military train
I was dancing with my baby, in the summer rain
I can hear him saying Ooh love is strange
Come dance with me baby, in the summer rain
I remember the rain pouring down
And we poured our hearts out as the train pulled out
I can see my baby waving from the train
It was the last time that I saw him in the summer rain

[CHORUS]
Oh my love it's you that I dream of
Oh my love, since that day
Somewhere in my heart I'm always dancing with you in the summer rain
Doesn't matter what I do now
Doesn't matter what I say
Somewhere in my heart I'm always dancing with you in the summer rain

Every time I see the lightening
Every time I hear the thunder
Every time I close the window
When this happens in summer
Oh the night is so inviting
I can feel that you are so close
I can feel you when the wind blows
Blows right through my heart

[CHORUS]
Oh my love it's you that I dream of
Oh my love, since that day
Somewhere in my heart I'm always dancing with you in the summer rain
Every night and every day now
Though I know you've gone anyway
Somewhere in my heart I'm always dancing with you in the summer rain

Oh my love it's you that I dream of
Oh my love, since that day
Somewhere in my heart I'm always dancing with you in the summer rain
Doesn't matter what I do now
Doesn't matter what I say
Somewhere in my heart I'm always dancing with you in the summer rain

Genitals

2006-07-21T01:25:00.000+08:00

Now this is gona be a lil offensive to some... So if you're the type that arent that open to sexual jokes, discussion, or feel shy about ur own sexuality, please skip this post. You'd prolly do better in i-want-to-be-a-nun.blogspot.com, or i-will-die-a-virgin.blogspot.com, or maybe i-am-a-closet-maniac.blogspot.com haha..

Surfed by this blog by chance http://citarre.blogspot.com/ and im amazed by the things posted there. they're all GENITALS! Well... it occured to me in an artistic point of view, and it didnt seem like a "sexual" or "RA" type of blog. The people are quite good with the cam. Well, assuming they took the shots themselves. (which i highly doubt).

Artistic stuff aside, im starting to wonder.... DO ALL GENITALS LOOK THIS WAY!? Female genitals i mean.. hey. to be honest. ive only seen mine. Im never against girl-girl relationships, and in school, i often find lesbians hot! My thoughts never drifted to sexual fantasies on girls... Hence i've never pictured how a vagina looks like. i dont see mine often. I know they look different in shape/size/color and all... but.. do they HONESTLY look like that?!?!?!?

ok. i think they look weird and yeah.. very werid and Oyster looking. I dont wish to insult by coming up with words other than "different" and "weird".... soooooo... No offence. But i never pictured it to look THIS way. Showed william the site and he said yeah.. it does look like that. (he's a credible source! hahaa) that ass told me to use a mirror. hahahhaa.... i think those comments and pictures are wayyyyyy over rated. There must be better looking ones out there... Somewhere!!!

Girls.... do yours look like that!?!?

THATS WHY I ALWAYS INSIST ON WAXING! ALWAYS! ALWAYS! allllwayysss!!!

Was about to type more about orals, and the male genitals, female genitals... but guess it'll be getting a lil offensive. hah. Nevermind.

oh P/S, when ppl see william with prisc.. they think they're attached. When ppl see william with me, they think we're attached! now that makes him a very lucky guy dont ya think so!?!?!? ahhahaa.. Please. Prisc, and val are not WITH william. they have their own partners alright. William on the other hand... has partner(S). BaHhh.. id just carry on with this false pretense in school. at least now all 3 of us know why no one approaches us in sch. hah. Great excuse.

LONGEST ever mail

2006-07-20T04:48:00.000+08:00

Just typed an email comprising of 5690 words.

my max ever.
worth it tho. it better be apreciated... tho i know it would =)

KO first.

Nitez all

Just another day.

2006-07-19T02:11:00.000+08:00

Lessons were a real piece of crap today. With the lecturer talkin non stop bout everything cept the important stuff. to think i came all the way for that bullshit, wasted my transport fees, time, n everything else i could have done during that period of time. ugh.

Nuff said. Im very tired. Feel drained out after working 6 hrs tdy. Wish i had the luxury of time and money. Wana fix my nails my hair.. shop... do the typical bimbotic stuff... baHhhh..

Unfortunately, (or some might say fortunately), all im gona do these days is WORK and STUDY =) for reasons which are very obvious to some, yet ambiguous to others.

vices

2006-07-18T10:25:00.000+08:00

1. Im such a procrastinator... Everything i THINK i ought to do and set my mind to... i never end up doing until very much later... or till the very last min.

2. Im a sleepaholic. I just want to sleeeeep my day away.i can sleep at 2am, and still have trouble waking up at 11pm! Ideal sleeping hours would be 15 hours a day.

3.Im a spendtrift. i spend and spend and spend and spend, till ive got no $$$ at hand. to make things all worst, ive no idea what i spend on. Gosh!!

4. Im a netoholic. I want to be online every moment i can. Once im home, the first thing i do is switch on my comp. When im bored, id use mobile MSN. When im supposed to be doing other things, id be blogging away. Just like what im doin now.....

1 word. Useless!